November 19, 2009
the feeling is bad!
i just quarreled with my mum.the first time after so many years.
i tried to give in.but that's my limit.
okay.it is natural for parents to dote the youngest the most.i can understand.i know i am the eldest,so i must give in to my sister.
yes.i have come to terms with it.but at times,they are really biased.true to say,my sister has a bad temper.no one can tolerate it.at times when she throws her temper,everyone will give in to her.everytimes when she wants something,she will demand it from me.reason because i am working,so i have the money to buy things for her.
my parents always side her and think that i should give in to her.
but PLEASE! have anyone spare a thought for me?i am paying everything myself.my driving lessons.my braces.my overseas trips and more.
i just don't understand that why they can give in so much to her,but not me?
why didn't they dote me as much as how they dote my sister?
now,the problem is not on my sister,though i did complained abit.it is on my parents.can't they just treat us equally?i know it is childish of me to post this entry and complain about this.
we are all equal.they have strict rules on me,can't they do that on my sister?
whenever i talk to them about this,they will only say "times are different now,you cannot do it in the same way as it was in the past."
what kind of rubbish is it?! yes,i know children nowadays have their own mindsets.so... ...?!
they are just being biased and trying to find excuses for their own acts.
dumb ass!
i just quarreled with my mum.the first time after so many years.
i tried to give in.but that's my limit.
okay.it is natural for parents to dote the youngest the most.i can understand.i know i am the eldest,so i must give in to my sister.
yes.i have come to terms with it.but at times,they are really biased.true to say,my sister has a bad temper.no one can tolerate it.at times when she throws her temper,everyone will give in to her.everytimes when she wants something,she will demand it from me.reason because i am working,so i have the money to buy things for her.
my parents always side her and think that i should give in to her.
but PLEASE! have anyone spare a thought for me?i am paying everything myself.my driving lessons.my braces.my overseas trips and more.
i just don't understand that why they can give in so much to her,but not me?
why didn't they dote me as much as how they dote my sister?
now,the problem is not on my sister,though i did complained abit.it is on my parents.can't they just treat us equally?i know it is childish of me to post this entry and complain about this.
we are all equal.they have strict rules on me,can't they do that on my sister?
whenever i talk to them about this,they will only say "times are different now,you cannot do it in the same way as it was in the past."
what kind of rubbish is it?! yes,i know children nowadays have their own mindsets.so... ...?!
they are just being biased and trying to find excuses for their own acts.
dumb ass!
when we are together,
8:18 PM.
8:18 PM.
