it is time to take a deep breath.
i want everything.yet i have no time for everything.
school work is piling up.econ is horrible.i have been crashing lots of lectures the past few weeks, just to ensure that i know my work well and hopefully can get distinction for all my modules this year.
uni life.boyfriend.friends.work.
it is far too much to handle at one go.
first,uni life.
i am glad that i know a group of friends who are very hardworking and have been studying real hard.i started to feel that i am taking things too easy.concepts to be understood.work to be done.though it is not as stressed as a level.but i really hope that i can complete this last step of education nicely.
second,boyfriend.
for those who know me well,should know that i am happily attached to Mr Koh. he is nice and sweet to me.1 year plus.that's how long we have been together.
in the month of august,we quarreled twice.it is our highest record of no. of times we quarreled after we have been together for so long.but we patched back real soon after the quarrel.my classmate says that we are still at the honeymoon stage.YES,i agree.we are still so sweet together and this honeymoon period is going to last.
however,there were times when i was left with myself, i started tearing.stress?sadness?pms?i cant explain why too.but i just know that i miss him.
he has started schooling and work.this applies to me too.i am studying and working too.the possibility for us to meet is 1 out of 7days.the average time we chat on phone every day is 30min.the average sms we have to each other is less than 15 each day.
i don't know.will our feelings for each other fade one day?
at times, when i feel that i have so much things to tell him, our conversation will usually end before i manage to tell him anything.i understand.he is tired after a long day of work.i understand.he is busy working and save up.and i am also busy working and save up for my braces too.maybe we have neglected each other when we are moving on too fast in our lives.
hopefully,we will meet up more often after everything is stable.
third,friends.
came across some friends' blogs recently.i then realized that we really need some meet up sessions.last time in jc,we got to meet each other everyday.talked to each other about what happen.doing work together.mug hard for a level together.now,we are all in different uni,pursuing different things in life,we tend to miss out every little part of our friends' lives.
yes,we need time to meet up.yet,we are all lacking of time.
last,work.
i have recently taken up a job.introduced by my ex uob colleague.working as a PA(personal assistant) now.life is good there as i have flexible working hours.i can go after school.basic + bonus.
life is packed now.with everything i want.i agree that i am greedy.i want everything to be placed into my life at one go.sometimes i think,is my life too packed that i have missed out some beautiful moments in life?
when we are together,
12:39 AM.