July 26, 2009
suddenly have an urge to post.
my mind is in a mess.
school is starting soon.seeing all my friends getting into local uni,i feel bad.
"why didn't i work harder?"
local uni and private uni.everyone is fighting for local uni.
if i were to choose engineering courses in local uni, i definitely can get in.but that's not what i want in life.
my dream,my hope is to get into business or banking related course.
it is the fact that my a level results can't get me into those courses in local uni.i can only choose private uni.
but...
in general,when you tell people that you are from NUS/NTU/SMU,people will be like "wow,so smart!"
when you tell people that you are from a private uni,people will be like "not too bad."
do you see the different?
interest and the acknowledgement you get when you are from local uni.you got to choose one.
in march,i never thought of choosing courses for the sake of acknowledgement. but now, i start to ponder.
will interest get you far in life?
i will not want to do something that will bore me in uni life.i want to do something that interests me.
argh,confused.
but it is too late, i am already going to sim.starting school in one week's time.
all my colleagues think that i am stupid to retake a level.neither do i want to waste the time.what if i can't score well?
but the devil and the angel in me are fighting again.yes or no.right or wrong.i just can't decide.
i know it is irritating.i am always on this topic since april.but i just can't settle my mind down.
even if you get a first class degree in sim, it is just equivalent to a pass in local uni.
i found myelf lost in life.
my mind is in a mess.
school is starting soon.seeing all my friends getting into local uni,i feel bad.
"why didn't i work harder?"
local uni and private uni.everyone is fighting for local uni.
if i were to choose engineering courses in local uni, i definitely can get in.but that's not what i want in life.
my dream,my hope is to get into business or banking related course.
it is the fact that my a level results can't get me into those courses in local uni.i can only choose private uni.
but...
in general,when you tell people that you are from NUS/NTU/SMU,people will be like "wow,so smart!"
when you tell people that you are from a private uni,people will be like "not too bad."
do you see the different?
interest and the acknowledgement you get when you are from local uni.you got to choose one.
in march,i never thought of choosing courses for the sake of acknowledgement. but now, i start to ponder.
will interest get you far in life?
i will not want to do something that will bore me in uni life.i want to do something that interests me.
argh,confused.
but it is too late, i am already going to sim.starting school in one week's time.
all my colleagues think that i am stupid to retake a level.neither do i want to waste the time.what if i can't score well?
but the devil and the angel in me are fighting again.yes or no.right or wrong.i just can't decide.
i know it is irritating.i am always on this topic since april.but i just can't settle my mind down.
even if you get a first class degree in sim, it is just equivalent to a pass in local uni.
i found myelf lost in life.
when we are together,
8:28 PM.
8:28 PM.
