May 26, 2009
without any soul.
i am so tired of my life.
how i wish i can just be myself.
came across this particular blog yesterday night.after reading that blog,a thought struck me.i was thinking why i am borned to this world?i am fortunate to say that at least my parents are not giving me any form of stress,regardless of financial or on studies.
but i am still feeling stress living in this red dot... ...
i asked myself last night, when will all these stop? when can i stop entertaining people around me? i start to feel that i am losing myself.the true me. when can i remove the fake mask of mine,together with everyone's.
several encounters made me realized that i start to lose some of my friends.not in terms of physical or maybe i should put it in primary school terms "don't friend you anymore".
is it because of the environment?the society?the friends we hang up with?or it is just "WE HAVE TO GROW UP ONE DAY"?
we are all no longer who we were one year ago...
i am so tired of my life.
how i wish i can just be myself.
came across this particular blog yesterday night.after reading that blog,a thought struck me.i was thinking why i am borned to this world?i am fortunate to say that at least my parents are not giving me any form of stress,regardless of financial or on studies.
but i am still feeling stress living in this red dot... ...
i asked myself last night, when will all these stop? when can i stop entertaining people around me? i start to feel that i am losing myself.the true me. when can i remove the fake mask of mine,together with everyone's.
several encounters made me realized that i start to lose some of my friends.not in terms of physical or maybe i should put it in primary school terms "don't friend you anymore".
is it because of the environment?the society?the friends we hang up with?or it is just "WE HAVE TO GROW UP ONE DAY"?
we are all no longer who we were one year ago...
when we are together,
9:13 AM.
9:13 AM.
