May 7, 2009
in the process of breaking down.
let's start with my photo shoots yesterday 5/5/2009
it is horrible.the blogshop owner is horrible too.
i woke up around 6am and when i was about to leave the house,she msg me and told me that the shooting is cancelled.so i was like "WTH?!"
so i msg minshan and felt so bad that she woke up so early just for me and now the shooting was cancelled.
so we went for breakfast and went town for some shopping.
we first went to face shop and we spent $150plus.just on facial products.
and we bought shorts and i bought dress too.
i could have buy more dresses.
but had to rush to tuition so... no choice.
guess what.i just visited that stupid blogshop owner's web.she got herself another model.so pissed.i guess she was just lying to me and just want to change to another model.
what makes me more pissed is that she msged me today and accused me for being troublesome when I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
the blogshop is http://www.goblinmarket.sg/
shop owner: krissy.
if you ever visit her shop and want to get something from her,i will not stop you.but i just think that she don't deserve earning the money from you.
girls,do try other blogs.i bet what she has,other blogshops have it too.
6.5.2009
went to work today.
don't know why.
i just enjoy working today.
crapping with coreen and have fun with other colleagues.
met up with my boyfriend after work for dinner before he books in.
don't know why.
i feel the stress pressing onto me.
20may is coming soon.
i haven't got any news from any uni.
which means my hope in getting to any uni is getting lesser.
what if i can't get into any uni.
what if not even SIM?
i told my boyfriend how i feel.
he gave me his opinion.
i really don't know what to do.
i almost cried in front of him.
but i stopped.
because we were at public place.
i feel like retaking my a level.
but i can't take it this year.
only next year.
this year registration has closed.
which means i am going to waste another year?
i told wanting.
she says,"no point wasting my time."
i told char.
she says,"don't think so much first.wait for the uni result first."
i told my dad.
he says,"anything.only if you are happy doing it."
i told my boyfriend.
he says,"whatever you do,i will always support you."
i asked myself.
"am i disciplined enough to study hard in the coming 19months if i am going to retake next year?am i very foolish to waste a year or should i just go for private uni?
i just can't make up my mind.
but definitely,there is no uni willing to accept me.
wanting just told me.even AAB students can't get into faculty of business.
omg.
then what will happen to me?
DIE LOR.
i really can't take it anymore.
why am i so stupid?
let's start with my photo shoots yesterday 5/5/2009
it is horrible.the blogshop owner is horrible too.
i woke up around 6am and when i was about to leave the house,she msg me and told me that the shooting is cancelled.so i was like "WTH?!"
so i msg minshan and felt so bad that she woke up so early just for me and now the shooting was cancelled.
so we went for breakfast and went town for some shopping.
we first went to face shop and we spent $150plus.just on facial products.
and we bought shorts and i bought dress too.
i could have buy more dresses.
but had to rush to tuition so... no choice.
guess what.i just visited that stupid blogshop owner's web.she got herself another model.so pissed.i guess she was just lying to me and just want to change to another model.
what makes me more pissed is that she msged me today and accused me for being troublesome when I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
the blogshop is http://www.goblinmarket.sg/
shop owner: krissy.
if you ever visit her shop and want to get something from her,i will not stop you.but i just think that she don't deserve earning the money from you.
girls,do try other blogs.i bet what she has,other blogshops have it too.
6.5.2009
went to work today.
don't know why.
i just enjoy working today.
crapping with coreen and have fun with other colleagues.
met up with my boyfriend after work for dinner before he books in.
don't know why.
i feel the stress pressing onto me.
20may is coming soon.
i haven't got any news from any uni.
which means my hope in getting to any uni is getting lesser.
what if i can't get into any uni.
what if not even SIM?
i told my boyfriend how i feel.
he gave me his opinion.
i really don't know what to do.
i almost cried in front of him.
but i stopped.
because we were at public place.
i feel like retaking my a level.
but i can't take it this year.
only next year.
this year registration has closed.
which means i am going to waste another year?
i told wanting.
she says,"no point wasting my time."
i told char.
she says,"don't think so much first.wait for the uni result first."
i told my dad.
he says,"anything.only if you are happy doing it."
i told my boyfriend.
he says,"whatever you do,i will always support you."
i asked myself.
"am i disciplined enough to study hard in the coming 19months if i am going to retake next year?am i very foolish to waste a year or should i just go for private uni?
i just can't make up my mind.
but definitely,there is no uni willing to accept me.
wanting just told me.even AAB students can't get into faculty of business.
omg.
then what will happen to me?
DIE LOR.
i really can't take it anymore.
why am i so stupid?
when we are together,
12:11 AM.
12:11 AM.
