i almost cried this afternoon.freaked out.
i misplaced my phone without me myself realising it.i forgot where i placed it.what i can remember is that i asked my boyfriend to take it for me.and THAT'S ALL.
i met him for lunch straight after my 4hours of tuition.hungry.because i didn't had my breakfast before my tuition.we agreed to meet at cwp.but he was late.i think one hour late?worse than me.hmm but i was busying "shopping" in the popular so didn't care much too.
we went to buy movie tickets then was lunch-ing together.we bought movie tickets for 5.15pm so we decided to go home first.pack his out field things.he almost bought everything in the NTUC!!! really must salute him and his doreamon army bag.can really stuff everything in.
it's your last outfield.enjoy yourself.and do not forget to take care.another two more weeks.i can only meet you two weeks later.i will miss you my love.we went for movie after that.i only realised my phone was MIA when i sat down in the theatre and getting ready to watch "kungfu chef".seriously,totally no mood.
i panicked.i feared.i prayed.
just to hope that i didn't lost my phone.didn''t got pick pocketed again.hoping that i left my phone at bf's house.but no one was at home.no one to check it for me.the 1h 30min was really torturing.
i think he sensed my fear.that he even suggested that we should go home immediately and not watching the movie anymore.
but... ... it's a SUNDAY.movie tickets cost us $20.so damn ex.so i decided to hide my fear and anxiety and sat still beside him so that he would not worry so much for me.
boyfriend.thanks for all the efforts to joke with me.just not to make me feel so anxious and scared.thanks for holding me tight.just to give me the assurance that it was not lost.
we dashed home straight after the movie.it was at his computer desk.i finally felt relieved.
my boyfriend keep nagging me.complaining how blur i am.how forgetful i can be.but I AM NOT.it's just that... ... something just slip out of my mind.and that's why i am so blur and forgetful. (^.^)
okay i have learnt my lesson.
that's enough for a day.got to rest now.tml got meeting =( need to reach branch by 8 30am.
argh.
when we are together,
12:09 AM.