went out with wanting to town today.i broke my record. SHOPPING RECORD!!! i spent $180 today.let's have a look at my shopping record.

first: $500 a day in town
second:$220 a day on a bag
third:$180 a day on office clothings(28/03/2009)

i admit i am a shopping queen.100% real shopping queen.

we went to town to look for my office clothings.i cant afford to wear any more short skirts to office from next wed onwards.because i am moving to UOB HQ at raffles next wed and i am assigned to sit near the bosses.so... ... must wear more formal and decent.

and i realize.my colleagues are true to mistake me as a 24year old girl when i am wearing office wears.even wanting agreed to that too.hai =( i don't wish to grow up so fast and look so old.hmm that's why i didn't put any make up when i go office.

i bought 2office skirts.knee cap level.so long!!!! one blouse and a pair of heels that i wanted to buy so much a month ago.but my bf refused to let me buy.it is too expensive.64dollars for a pair of shoes.but i finally got my heels today.so happy!!! show you guys my pretty heels' photo next time.together with my office outfit and you will know how old i look.

yesterday went for stingray(my favourite food) with bf.then we went to jp.i cant find that heels there.out of stock.but the nice shop keeper helped me to call other outlets and managed to reserve a pair for me at marina square.that's why i went to marina square today to collect my favourite shoes.

we had swensens for our dinner at marina square.it was so romantic.because it was the earth hour when we were having dinner.no lights.only candles.and light sticks for the swensens staffs.so cool.i wonder how much energy we had conserved for that one hour.i will upload the photos soon =)

bf is working today.as bartender.at one of the bars in sentosa siloso beach.

hey you.
take care of yourself okay.
no glancing at girls.
no overdose of drinking.
behave yourself.

tomorrow need to wake up early again.it is sunday.morning got tuition.

rest early.

it has been so long since i ever spend my sunday at home.

guard duty for him.guard home duty for me.

i wanted to meet ms and go out.intended to spend my sunday fruitfully with shopping.but i changed my mind.have to save up for my braces and my overseas trip.

so i just sat in front of my lappy.thinking.thinking of everything under the sun.i am missing my jc life.missing all my friends.but i just can't find any time to meet out with them.we are all busy.

i really enjoy my job!!!!

it started out so boring and now,everyday i am so busy that i can hardly breathe at work.has to work against time.prepare documents and handle investment stuffs.i love my job.

time really flies.i am ending this job soon.i am going to be so sad and don't bear to leave UOB Bukit Timah.nice people nice environment.i wonder when i can see them again. ARGH!!!

don't wish to see 8th may coming so soon..

do you think i should put braces?

he will never know.
whenever i am feeling low,
he is not there.
i am not throwing temper.
neither am i being sensitive.
it is just that... ...

i need you to be there.

when will you realize it?

with a tired soul now.

worked 9 to 6 today.still went for tuition after work.i am so disappointed with my tuition kid.she scored so badly for her exam.i feel sad too.

during work today,my boss asked me what courses i am taking and which uni i am going.she encouraged me to try all and even listed out all the good courses (which i can apply for) for me.she is so nice.somemore i take leave for this thursday again.i feel so bad.keep taking off.almost every week,i will take a day off.haha

tomorrow is coming.bf is coming to fetch me from work.so sweet of him.

the jam at bukit timah area is so bad.he still offered to fetch me from work.he fetched me on monday too.at first we wanted to go for some bak ku teh.but the store was closed.so we went bukit timah food center.

laska.satay.fried cockles noodles.dou hua.

how i wish i could have more such moments with you.
maybe only after your ord.
boyfriend.
see you tomorrow.
my boyfriend and our baby.

caught in a dilemma.

i am happy and yet sad.

i don't know what i am talking about now.but i am emo-ing now.

i am happy because i pass all subjects and GENERAL PAPER too.come to think about it,i was the last for gp in prelims.now,i am getting a C.i am happy.and i cried upon seeing my result.i admit.tears of joy.

after some moments of thinking.i am sad because i am disappointed and my grades can get me nowhere.is it because i didn't work hard enough?or is the god playing a prank on me?i seem to lose my direction in life now.going to SMU is always my dream and it turns out to be my disappointment now.

tears just flow out without me myself realising it.

one,who always motivates the people around her,needs to motivate herself and keep herself going now.

my friends are doing much better than i do.they have much choices to choose from.but not me.i just can't stop myself to feel down and inferior.

i know."when one door closes,the other door opens.it's not the end yet."

but i just can't stop myself thinking.

leave her alone.she will be fine soon.
do not console her.she will only feel worse.
she will be fine alone.
soon enough when she finds her way out of the dark... ...

my boss called.my bf's mum called.my aunt called.
just to ask about my results.

my boss was nice.she encouraged me to try SMU first.

my bf's mum called to congrats me that i passed everything.thanks.

my irritating aunt called.just to compare me with her that "FABULOUS" son.still dare to call me TWICE.irritating freak.

thinking back.UOL was my dream during secondary4 life.SMU was my hope during jc life.i am just going back to my secondary4's dream.most probably i am going for UOL.because SMU is out of my reach.

she will be strong when she knows it's reality.
she will smile when she wakes up from her dream of tears.

now is the time.
i really wish you were here.
for once.
just let me be the small girl.
just let me cry behind your back.
covering my red and swollen eyes.
not to let anyone see.

argh friday is coming.which mean dooms day is coming soon. i just hope that i will do well.and get into a decent uni. THAT'S ALL.

hmm this few days.job is not stable!!!

don't get my message wrong. i mean sometimes very busy.sometimes very slack that i went facebook just to play games.i am really very lazy to keep another account which is similar as friendster.i just want a facebook account to play games and keep myself entertained during work.

hmm nothing to blog about.show you some photos =)

i know i know.my mirror is very dirty and it's time to clean it.haha actually it is not my mirror.but i just "borrow" my colleague's one to take a photo. (^.^) my C902 very pretty right?red in colour.i love it so much!!!!

can you see the words on the mirror? it writes "is there anything else i can help you with". hmm this is truly 100% a UOB mirror.all my UOB colleagues have it.cute right? how i wish i can bring this mirror home as SOUVENIR after i end this job.hehe

my nice colleague Jiana baked this orea cheesecake for us on monday.it really melt in your mouth.secret recipe cheesecake may even lost to her.

actually she baked this cake for Joel.UOB Bukit Timah TSO (treasury specialist officer).a handsome guy.but married.so sad that i didn't took any photo with him that day.but i told him.i asked him to wait for me for 4years.i will see him again after i graduate.i will work in UOB and replace his position as TSO.haha (provided i manage to get into a decent uni after getting results this fri.hai.)

take a look at my drawer!!!! i really live up to my name.i admit i am a glutton.my drawer is full of snacks and cookies.what you are seeing now is only a small part of my drawer.don't feel shocked =)

my favourite peanuts!!!!

okay.enough of all the food.that's all for now.

my dear.
first day of your last outfield.
enjoy it.
even though it will be tough.
have to eat those canned food.
and the expired bread.
take care.
don't get diarrhoea.
it is raining these few days.
take care.
don't catch cold.
really can't wait for your ord.
more time to spend with you.
no longer need to stay at home.
more shopping.yeah
i finally understand why some people say
bf in army.
time is so precious.
i love you.

i almost cried this afternoon.freaked out.

i misplaced my phone without me myself realising it.i forgot where i placed it.what i can remember is that i asked my boyfriend to take it for me.and THAT'S ALL.

i met him for lunch straight after my 4hours of tuition.hungry.because i didn't had my breakfast before my tuition.we agreed to meet at cwp.but he was late.i think one hour late?worse than me.hmm but i was busying "shopping" in the popular so didn't care much too.

we went to buy movie tickets then was lunch-ing together.we bought movie tickets for 5.15pm so we decided to go home first.pack his out field things.he almost bought everything in the NTUC!!! really must salute him and his doreamon army bag.can really stuff everything in.

it's your last outfield.
enjoy yourself.
and do not forget to take care.
another two more weeks.
i can only meet you two weeks later.
i will miss you my love.

we went for movie after that.i only realised my phone was MIA when i sat down in the theatre and getting ready to watch "kungfu chef".seriously,totally no mood.

i panicked.i feared.i prayed.

just to hope that i didn't lost my phone.didn''t got pick pocketed again.hoping that i left my phone at bf's house.but no one was at home.no one to check it for me.the 1h 30min was really torturing.

i think he sensed my fear.that he even suggested that we should go home immediately and not watching the movie anymore.

but... ... it's a SUNDAY.movie tickets cost us $20.so damn ex.so i decided to hide my fear and anxiety and sat still beside him so that he would not worry so much for me.

boyfriend.
thanks for all the efforts to joke with me.
just not to make me feel so anxious and scared.
thanks for holding me tight.
just to give me the assurance that it was not lost.

we dashed home straight after the movie.it was at his computer desk.i finally felt relieved.

my boyfriend keep nagging me.complaining how blur i am.how forgetful i can be.but I AM NOT.it's just that... ... something just slip out of my mind.and that's why i am so blur and forgetful. (^.^)

okay i have learnt my lesson.

that's enough for a day.got to rest now.tml got meeting =( need to reach branch by 8 30am.

argh.

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