February 24, 2009
21 february 2009--saturday.
wanted to go running today.but i didn't.kind of expected.i was so lazy and yet i feel so fat.
monday to friday,9 to 6.in UOB Bukit Timah.boring =( but at least i have a group of nice colleagues and always tempt me with good food.not once,not twice,but everyday.that's why i am feeling so fat.starting to feel the tummy now.
i lazed in my bed until 12plus then wake up.then met my boyfriend's jie jie (yuting) to go shopping.because he is not booking out this week,so i have to find my own event.
one week has already made me miss you like mad.
now,you can only book out once every fortnightly.
unbearable.
cant wait to see you ord soon.
14 june,i am waiting.
jie jie and i went wisma.i met her around 3.wow she looked gorgeous in her make up and night gown.that stupid wan ting said that i looked like jie jie's maid when i stood beside her.so sad.because jie jie was going for her friend's wedding dinner,so wear until so nice.then two of us went shopping like no one's business.HAHA because my boyfriend is not around.no one to stop me shopping.we stood in a shop for like 1hour plus.i bought a skirt.jie jie bought 4items.super cheap!!!! got 20%,30%,50%,70% discount respectively.
originally,jie jie's one dress already cost her $117 but after all the discounts,4items only cost her $135,so damn cheap!!! then jie jie went off around 6pm,i went to look for janice,wan ting and wan yi for movie.
truthfully speaking, the movie "he is not that into you" is a nice show.very nice and sweet.at first i thought it was a girls show.so didn't intend to watch with him.but at some parts of the movie,i really wish he was just there beside me.and maybe experiencing all the sweet moments,just like what it was shown in the movie.but,he was busy serving the army.being his girlfriend,i have to be understanding.just like what i have promised him.
my love.
i wish to spend every moment with you.
but just like we always say.
we are all busy with our own stuffs.
we cant be so selfish.
this is just a learning process.
learn to be understanding enough for you to love me.
then we walked around the town after the movie.and that's my saturday without my boyfriend.
22 february 2009 -- sunday.
as usual.sunday morning got tuition.but today's lesson was longer.because from today onwards,i am coaching the brother too.4 hours straight.
my phone rang with our picture showing as the contact picture.boyfriend msged me.he was in NUH.omg.i was at the mid of the lesson,but i cant stop my mind thinking about him,i cant stop my heart worrying about him.
im my mind,it's all you.
not that i am missing you.
but,i am worried.
are you alright?
wanted to go study with erwin after tuition but last minute i cancelled it.i felt so guilty.but i just cant stop myself worrying for him.he injured his wrist.internal bleeding.
i went straight to his house to find him after my tuition.just to give myself some assurance.thanks god.he was fine.
spent the whole afternoon nagging at him.complaining about how he didn't take good care of himself.i am just worried.even though it's just a minor incident,i just don't want to see my boyfriend being so careless and injure himself.
he got 2days of mc.wanted to accompany him more.but i am working the next day.and somemore it's a monday.got meeting at 8 30.argh.=(
23 february 2009 -- monday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KESTER!!!!
24 february 2009 -- tuesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KOKYAN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JOVAN!!!
my boss is such a nice lady.
make me feel so guilty.i have been taking off quite often recently.today i went to request to take off again.and she agreed without asking why.i feel so bad.
at the beginning,working at UOB BUKIT TIMAH was so boring.nothing much for me to do.everyday i just online shop and play games.now,as the things get more and more familar to me,i start to feel busy.i feel honoured to have the chance to work here and have the opportunity to work with this bunch of nice colleagues.even though they are all older than me,we just mingle around like what a group of friends will do.in the time to come,i am ending my job soon.8th may will be my last day.because the other colleague is coming back on the 11th may.even though boss asks me to stay until 30 june,i still feel bad because there will be sufficient manpower after my colleague come back from her maternity leave.
i went for my tuition lesson after work today.i saw someone that looks like him.alan teo.even though we have ended,two of us have found our own love now,i still think of him at times.not that i still have feelings for him.it's just because of the memories.not that i have not given up on him,it's just because of the past.3years may seem short to you guys.but for me and him,3years are long enough.for us to learn,for us to change for the better and for us to experience.when i saw the alan teo-look alike,i turned away.all because that i feel guilty.i feel bad.
"all i can pay back to you
it's only to pray that you will truly find your true love and will never get hurt again.
all the best to you and your gf."
wanted to go running today.but i didn't.kind of expected.i was so lazy and yet i feel so fat.
monday to friday,9 to 6.in UOB Bukit Timah.boring =( but at least i have a group of nice colleagues and always tempt me with good food.not once,not twice,but everyday.that's why i am feeling so fat.starting to feel the tummy now.
i lazed in my bed until 12plus then wake up.then met my boyfriend's jie jie (yuting) to go shopping.because he is not booking out this week,so i have to find my own event.
one week has already made me miss you like mad.
now,you can only book out once every fortnightly.
unbearable.
cant wait to see you ord soon.
14 june,i am waiting.
jie jie and i went wisma.i met her around 3.wow she looked gorgeous in her make up and night gown.that stupid wan ting said that i looked like jie jie's maid when i stood beside her.so sad.because jie jie was going for her friend's wedding dinner,so wear until so nice.then two of us went shopping like no one's business.HAHA because my boyfriend is not around.no one to stop me shopping.we stood in a shop for like 1hour plus.i bought a skirt.jie jie bought 4items.super cheap!!!! got 20%,30%,50%,70% discount respectively.
originally,jie jie's one dress already cost her $117 but after all the discounts,4items only cost her $135,so damn cheap!!! then jie jie went off around 6pm,i went to look for janice,wan ting and wan yi for movie.
truthfully speaking, the movie "he is not that into you" is a nice show.very nice and sweet.at first i thought it was a girls show.so didn't intend to watch with him.but at some parts of the movie,i really wish he was just there beside me.and maybe experiencing all the sweet moments,just like what it was shown in the movie.but,he was busy serving the army.being his girlfriend,i have to be understanding.just like what i have promised him.
my love.
i wish to spend every moment with you.
but just like we always say.
we are all busy with our own stuffs.
we cant be so selfish.
this is just a learning process.
learn to be understanding enough for you to love me.
then we walked around the town after the movie.and that's my saturday without my boyfriend.
22 february 2009 -- sunday.
as usual.sunday morning got tuition.but today's lesson was longer.because from today onwards,i am coaching the brother too.4 hours straight.
my phone rang with our picture showing as the contact picture.boyfriend msged me.he was in NUH.omg.i was at the mid of the lesson,but i cant stop my mind thinking about him,i cant stop my heart worrying about him.
im my mind,it's all you.
not that i am missing you.
but,i am worried.
are you alright?
wanted to go study with erwin after tuition but last minute i cancelled it.i felt so guilty.but i just cant stop myself worrying for him.he injured his wrist.internal bleeding.
i went straight to his house to find him after my tuition.just to give myself some assurance.thanks god.he was fine.
spent the whole afternoon nagging at him.complaining about how he didn't take good care of himself.i am just worried.even though it's just a minor incident,i just don't want to see my boyfriend being so careless and injure himself.
he got 2days of mc.wanted to accompany him more.but i am working the next day.and somemore it's a monday.got meeting at 8 30.argh.=(
23 february 2009 -- monday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KESTER!!!!
24 february 2009 -- tuesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KOKYAN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JOVAN!!!
my boss is such a nice lady.
make me feel so guilty.i have been taking off quite often recently.today i went to request to take off again.and she agreed without asking why.i feel so bad.
at the beginning,working at UOB BUKIT TIMAH was so boring.nothing much for me to do.everyday i just online shop and play games.now,as the things get more and more familar to me,i start to feel busy.i feel honoured to have the chance to work here and have the opportunity to work with this bunch of nice colleagues.even though they are all older than me,we just mingle around like what a group of friends will do.in the time to come,i am ending my job soon.8th may will be my last day.because the other colleague is coming back on the 11th may.even though boss asks me to stay until 30 june,i still feel bad because there will be sufficient manpower after my colleague come back from her maternity leave.
i went for my tuition lesson after work today.i saw someone that looks like him.alan teo.even though we have ended,two of us have found our own love now,i still think of him at times.not that i still have feelings for him.it's just because of the memories.not that i have not given up on him,it's just because of the past.3years may seem short to you guys.but for me and him,3years are long enough.for us to learn,for us to change for the better and for us to experience.when i saw the alan teo-look alike,i turned away.all because that i feel guilty.i feel bad.
"all i can pay back to you
it's only to pray that you will truly find your true love and will never get hurt again.
all the best to you and your gf."
when we are together,
10:40 PM.
10:40 PM.
