February 25, 2009
let me show you how fat i am getting to.
lor mee early in the morning!!!! my colleague BENEDICT is treating ALL OF US. when i say all of us,it mean TWENTY TWO of us.
it is tasty.but there is CHILLI. =( i don't like chilli and it took me one and a half hour to finish the whole bowl.because it is just simply so hot.
time passed very fast today.was raining in the afternoon.so cold in the air con room.on the way home,i saw something.
nice rainbow.but my boyfriend is not there with me to see this.
i miss you.
lor mee early in the morning!!!! my colleague BENEDICT is treating ALL OF US. when i say all of us,it mean TWENTY TWO of us.it is tasty.but there is CHILLI. =( i don't like chilli and it took me one and a half hour to finish the whole bowl.because it is just simply so hot.
time passed very fast today.was raining in the afternoon.so cold in the air con room.on the way home,i saw something.
nice rainbow.but my boyfriend is not there with me to see this.
i miss you.
when we are together,
8:19 PM.
8:19 PM.
February 24, 2009
21 february 2009--saturday.
wanted to go running today.but i didn't.kind of expected.i was so lazy and yet i feel so fat.
monday to friday,9 to 6.in UOB Bukit Timah.boring =( but at least i have a group of nice colleagues and always tempt me with good food.not once,not twice,but everyday.that's why i am feeling so fat.starting to feel the tummy now.
i lazed in my bed until 12plus then wake up.then met my boyfriend's jie jie (yuting) to go shopping.because he is not booking out this week,so i have to find my own event.
one week has already made me miss you like mad.
now,you can only book out once every fortnightly.
unbearable.
cant wait to see you ord soon.
14 june,i am waiting.
jie jie and i went wisma.i met her around 3.wow she looked gorgeous in her make up and night gown.that stupid wan ting said that i looked like jie jie's maid when i stood beside her.so sad.because jie jie was going for her friend's wedding dinner,so wear until so nice.then two of us went shopping like no one's business.HAHA because my boyfriend is not around.no one to stop me shopping.we stood in a shop for like 1hour plus.i bought a skirt.jie jie bought 4items.super cheap!!!! got 20%,30%,50%,70% discount respectively.
originally,jie jie's one dress already cost her $117 but after all the discounts,4items only cost her $135,so damn cheap!!! then jie jie went off around 6pm,i went to look for janice,wan ting and wan yi for movie.
truthfully speaking, the movie "he is not that into you" is a nice show.very nice and sweet.at first i thought it was a girls show.so didn't intend to watch with him.but at some parts of the movie,i really wish he was just there beside me.and maybe experiencing all the sweet moments,just like what it was shown in the movie.but,he was busy serving the army.being his girlfriend,i have to be understanding.just like what i have promised him.
my love.
i wish to spend every moment with you.
but just like we always say.
we are all busy with our own stuffs.
we cant be so selfish.
this is just a learning process.
learn to be understanding enough for you to love me.
then we walked around the town after the movie.and that's my saturday without my boyfriend.
22 february 2009 -- sunday.
as usual.sunday morning got tuition.but today's lesson was longer.because from today onwards,i am coaching the brother too.4 hours straight.
my phone rang with our picture showing as the contact picture.boyfriend msged me.he was in NUH.omg.i was at the mid of the lesson,but i cant stop my mind thinking about him,i cant stop my heart worrying about him.
im my mind,it's all you.
not that i am missing you.
but,i am worried.
are you alright?
wanted to go study with erwin after tuition but last minute i cancelled it.i felt so guilty.but i just cant stop myself worrying for him.he injured his wrist.internal bleeding.
i went straight to his house to find him after my tuition.just to give myself some assurance.thanks god.he was fine.
spent the whole afternoon nagging at him.complaining about how he didn't take good care of himself.i am just worried.even though it's just a minor incident,i just don't want to see my boyfriend being so careless and injure himself.
he got 2days of mc.wanted to accompany him more.but i am working the next day.and somemore it's a monday.got meeting at 8 30.argh.=(
23 february 2009 -- monday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KESTER!!!!
24 february 2009 -- tuesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KOKYAN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JOVAN!!!
my boss is such a nice lady.
make me feel so guilty.i have been taking off quite often recently.today i went to request to take off again.and she agreed without asking why.i feel so bad.
at the beginning,working at UOB BUKIT TIMAH was so boring.nothing much for me to do.everyday i just online shop and play games.now,as the things get more and more familar to me,i start to feel busy.i feel honoured to have the chance to work here and have the opportunity to work with this bunch of nice colleagues.even though they are all older than me,we just mingle around like what a group of friends will do.in the time to come,i am ending my job soon.8th may will be my last day.because the other colleague is coming back on the 11th may.even though boss asks me to stay until 30 june,i still feel bad because there will be sufficient manpower after my colleague come back from her maternity leave.
i went for my tuition lesson after work today.i saw someone that looks like him.alan teo.even though we have ended,two of us have found our own love now,i still think of him at times.not that i still have feelings for him.it's just because of the memories.not that i have not given up on him,it's just because of the past.3years may seem short to you guys.but for me and him,3years are long enough.for us to learn,for us to change for the better and for us to experience.when i saw the alan teo-look alike,i turned away.all because that i feel guilty.i feel bad.
"all i can pay back to you
it's only to pray that you will truly find your true love and will never get hurt again.
all the best to you and your gf."
wanted to go running today.but i didn't.kind of expected.i was so lazy and yet i feel so fat.
monday to friday,9 to 6.in UOB Bukit Timah.boring =( but at least i have a group of nice colleagues and always tempt me with good food.not once,not twice,but everyday.that's why i am feeling so fat.starting to feel the tummy now.
i lazed in my bed until 12plus then wake up.then met my boyfriend's jie jie (yuting) to go shopping.because he is not booking out this week,so i have to find my own event.
one week has already made me miss you like mad.
now,you can only book out once every fortnightly.
unbearable.
cant wait to see you ord soon.
14 june,i am waiting.
jie jie and i went wisma.i met her around 3.wow she looked gorgeous in her make up and night gown.that stupid wan ting said that i looked like jie jie's maid when i stood beside her.so sad.because jie jie was going for her friend's wedding dinner,so wear until so nice.then two of us went shopping like no one's business.HAHA because my boyfriend is not around.no one to stop me shopping.we stood in a shop for like 1hour plus.i bought a skirt.jie jie bought 4items.super cheap!!!! got 20%,30%,50%,70% discount respectively.
originally,jie jie's one dress already cost her $117 but after all the discounts,4items only cost her $135,so damn cheap!!! then jie jie went off around 6pm,i went to look for janice,wan ting and wan yi for movie.
truthfully speaking, the movie "he is not that into you" is a nice show.very nice and sweet.at first i thought it was a girls show.so didn't intend to watch with him.but at some parts of the movie,i really wish he was just there beside me.and maybe experiencing all the sweet moments,just like what it was shown in the movie.but,he was busy serving the army.being his girlfriend,i have to be understanding.just like what i have promised him.
my love.
i wish to spend every moment with you.
but just like we always say.
we are all busy with our own stuffs.
we cant be so selfish.
this is just a learning process.
learn to be understanding enough for you to love me.
then we walked around the town after the movie.and that's my saturday without my boyfriend.
22 february 2009 -- sunday.
as usual.sunday morning got tuition.but today's lesson was longer.because from today onwards,i am coaching the brother too.4 hours straight.
my phone rang with our picture showing as the contact picture.boyfriend msged me.he was in NUH.omg.i was at the mid of the lesson,but i cant stop my mind thinking about him,i cant stop my heart worrying about him.
im my mind,it's all you.
not that i am missing you.
but,i am worried.
are you alright?
wanted to go study with erwin after tuition but last minute i cancelled it.i felt so guilty.but i just cant stop myself worrying for him.he injured his wrist.internal bleeding.
i went straight to his house to find him after my tuition.just to give myself some assurance.thanks god.he was fine.
spent the whole afternoon nagging at him.complaining about how he didn't take good care of himself.i am just worried.even though it's just a minor incident,i just don't want to see my boyfriend being so careless and injure himself.
he got 2days of mc.wanted to accompany him more.but i am working the next day.and somemore it's a monday.got meeting at 8 30.argh.=(
23 february 2009 -- monday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KESTER!!!!
24 february 2009 -- tuesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KOKYAN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JOVAN!!!
my boss is such a nice lady.
make me feel so guilty.i have been taking off quite often recently.today i went to request to take off again.and she agreed without asking why.i feel so bad.
at the beginning,working at UOB BUKIT TIMAH was so boring.nothing much for me to do.everyday i just online shop and play games.now,as the things get more and more familar to me,i start to feel busy.i feel honoured to have the chance to work here and have the opportunity to work with this bunch of nice colleagues.even though they are all older than me,we just mingle around like what a group of friends will do.in the time to come,i am ending my job soon.8th may will be my last day.because the other colleague is coming back on the 11th may.even though boss asks me to stay until 30 june,i still feel bad because there will be sufficient manpower after my colleague come back from her maternity leave.
i went for my tuition lesson after work today.i saw someone that looks like him.alan teo.even though we have ended,two of us have found our own love now,i still think of him at times.not that i still have feelings for him.it's just because of the memories.not that i have not given up on him,it's just because of the past.3years may seem short to you guys.but for me and him,3years are long enough.for us to learn,for us to change for the better and for us to experience.when i saw the alan teo-look alike,i turned away.all because that i feel guilty.i feel bad.
"all i can pay back to you
it's only to pray that you will truly find your true love and will never get hurt again.
all the best to you and your gf."
when we are together,
10:40 PM.
10:40 PM.
February 16, 2009
v day has just passed.
it is not a very big or special day for me and him.because that dumb believes that everyday is a valentine day.
hmmm i got him a fossil watch.a big blue one.shall upload the photo next time =) actually it wasn't a surprise when i got him the watch because I BROUGHT HIM OUT TO BUY.that dumb dear always like those kind of big big watches (which only those 30plus year old uncles will like).that's why i always call him MY 30YEARS OLD DEAR.
as for me,it's a pleasant surprise for me.he got me a citigem diamond necklace.keep on insisting that it was made of real diamond.but true enough,it comes with an authentic proven cert.i bet he is still feeling sore about that time when his friend said that he always buy crystal necklace.
dar,
presents need not be so expensive.
it need not be authentic proven too.
as long as i know.
you are true to me.
it is more than enough.
but...the card he wrote to me is NOT NICE! he spelt my name wrongly.i think i need to change my name because of him.always call me xinghui not xinhui.even though it sounds the same,it does not appear to be the same when he wrote it down.
we went for japanese cuisine together with his bunk mates and their girlfriends.4couples date.but at least i got to know more of your friends.the food was nice.nice squids.nice sushi.nice ambience and nice you.
shall we go again next time?
and please be nice.
i want more squids.
to my dearest love,
i had always be there for you regardless of good or bad.
let me continue to be the one.
the first and only one.
i promise.
i will not let go of you.
even if you do ever let go of me.
i will do my best to treat you better.
and also to bully you at the same time.
to show you how much I LOVE YOU!!!
but you can only treat me better and not to bully me.
even though you seldom say "i love you".
but i know.
the words are always there.
in every small action of yours.
and that's called YOUR body language.
i don't understand why do i fall in love with a woodblock like you.
but at least,i feel happy and fortunate with you around.
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.
it is not a very big or special day for me and him.because that dumb believes that everyday is a valentine day.
hmmm i got him a fossil watch.a big blue one.shall upload the photo next time =) actually it wasn't a surprise when i got him the watch because I BROUGHT HIM OUT TO BUY.that dumb dear always like those kind of big big watches (which only those 30plus year old uncles will like).that's why i always call him MY 30YEARS OLD DEAR.
as for me,it's a pleasant surprise for me.he got me a citigem diamond necklace.keep on insisting that it was made of real diamond.but true enough,it comes with an authentic proven cert.i bet he is still feeling sore about that time when his friend said that he always buy crystal necklace.
dar,
presents need not be so expensive.
it need not be authentic proven too.
as long as i know.
you are true to me.
it is more than enough.
but...the card he wrote to me is NOT NICE! he spelt my name wrongly.i think i need to change my name because of him.always call me xinghui not xinhui.even though it sounds the same,it does not appear to be the same when he wrote it down.
we went for japanese cuisine together with his bunk mates and their girlfriends.4couples date.but at least i got to know more of your friends.the food was nice.nice squids.nice sushi.nice ambience and nice you.
shall we go again next time?
and please be nice.
i want more squids.
to my dearest love,
i had always be there for you regardless of good or bad.
let me continue to be the one.
the first and only one.
i promise.
i will not let go of you.
even if you do ever let go of me.
i will do my best to treat you better.
and also to bully you at the same time.
to show you how much I LOVE YOU!!!
but you can only treat me better and not to bully me.
even though you seldom say "i love you".
but i know.
the words are always there.
in every small action of yours.
and that's called YOUR body language.
i don't understand why do i fall in love with a woodblock like you.
but at least,i feel happy and fortunate with you around.
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.
when we are together,
7:36 PM.
7:36 PM.
February 1, 2009
currently munching on pineapple tarts while i am trying to update my blog.
yeah i finally managed to register for class3 basic theory.that blur leah forgot to bring her IC and we waited for her nice sister to bring her IC over.but we still managed to register.12march is the earliest we can get.but nevermind,march is coming soon.
now driving lessons are arranged onto schedule.the next one on plan will be my SAT exam.hmm hopefully i will get to SMU.hai i can sense the financial burden is increasing!!!
yesterday was fun.i went bai nian. went to ws's house and went to his friend's house together with him.wow gamble at his friend's house was fun.but we played until very loud.we played until 5plus am.
sian.tml is monday again.got to start work at 8 30 again. =( boy boy is going outfield from monday to friday.sadded.somemore now he has to book in on every sunday afternoon.no longer is sunday night =( which mean lesser time to be spent with him.
sorry that i throw my temper yesterday again.
thanks for tolerating me.
it is not that i am unreasonable,
always want to quarrel wih you.
it is just that i don't like people to break promises
or do not do things that they have agreed to do.
you will soon to realize that
everytime we quarrel
is all because of all these kinds of trival matters.
i am sorry.
anyways yesterday was fun.
together with you,driving daddy's car out for movie and supper.
thanks.
now every moment with you seem so precious to me.
everyday is going to be so packed with you until march.
i will give you time.
be there with you.
going through all these hard moments with you.
but i know,
there are more to come.
you has to work and study after you ord.
let's promise to bear with each other.
until everything gets stable.
even though you are always the one giving in to me.
i will cherish you and everything you had for me.
you are going outfield tomorrow.
take good care of yourself.
and promise me.no love bites
do drink more water.
i will look forward to next friday.
nice home cook dinner is awaiting.
i love you.
yeah i finally managed to register for class3 basic theory.that blur leah forgot to bring her IC and we waited for her nice sister to bring her IC over.but we still managed to register.12march is the earliest we can get.but nevermind,march is coming soon.
now driving lessons are arranged onto schedule.the next one on plan will be my SAT exam.hmm hopefully i will get to SMU.hai i can sense the financial burden is increasing!!!
yesterday was fun.i went bai nian. went to ws's house and went to his friend's house together with him.wow gamble at his friend's house was fun.but we played until very loud.we played until 5plus am.
sian.tml is monday again.got to start work at 8 30 again. =( boy boy is going outfield from monday to friday.sadded.somemore now he has to book in on every sunday afternoon.no longer is sunday night =( which mean lesser time to be spent with him.
sorry that i throw my temper yesterday again.
thanks for tolerating me.
it is not that i am unreasonable,
always want to quarrel wih you.
it is just that i don't like people to break promises
or do not do things that they have agreed to do.
you will soon to realize that
everytime we quarrel
is all because of all these kinds of trival matters.
i am sorry.
anyways yesterday was fun.
together with you,driving daddy's car out for movie and supper.
thanks.
now every moment with you seem so precious to me.
everyday is going to be so packed with you until march.
i will give you time.
be there with you.
going through all these hard moments with you.
but i know,
there are more to come.
you has to work and study after you ord.
let's promise to bear with each other.
until everything gets stable.
even though you are always the one giving in to me.
i will cherish you and everything you had for me.
you are going outfield tomorrow.
take good care of yourself.
and promise me.no love bites
do drink more water.
i will look forward to next friday.
nice home cook dinner is awaiting.
i love you.
when we are together,
5:42 PM.
5:42 PM.
