okay STOP! i know my blog has been kept in the museum for a very long period of time.
let's keep it short.and i promise i try my best to keep it alive.
first,a level has finished a long time ago.and i am really slacking like no one's business.now i cant wait to take back my results,even though i know i did badly.so i have made preparation to retake my a level this year.
"live to the fullest,like the last day before the world ends.love to the maximum like you have never been hurt before.work hard like the last time you are going to do so"trust me.it is true.work hard for a level and you can enjoy your life after it.but 8months of holidays are far too much.
"got holiday you also complain.no holiday you also complain." --> this is how contradicting i can be (^.^)
second,work.recently i have just started my work in a bank.UOB Bukit Timah Branch.maybe some of you may think "wow,this job is impressive.cool." but let me tell you what i do at work...
i am
SLACKING.i was online shopping every day during work.9 to 6.it's really very boring!!!! it may sound good but everyday doing the same thing is so BORING! for the sake of my resume,i shall bear with it.
third,i am feeling STRESS.even though i do not need to go to school anymore.i need to save up for a lot of things =( i am also going to take my SAT.with erwin.
(to erwin:hey bro,you can do it =) so you better don't ps me at the last moment.let's work hard and go into SMU together.)
i am also going to take up driving lessons.argh.everything need $.why cant i be a millionaire?
fourth,i need time.monday to friday 9 to 6 need to go work despite the fact that i am slacking.monday,wednesday and sunday need to teach tuition.tuesday evening badminton.friday evening swimming.sunday morning running.i really wish i have 36hours instead of 24hours.i remember saying it when i was preparing for a level.i needed time to study.but as for now,i need time for myself.i need time for my baobei too.
WAIT.don't mistake.my baobei is my guitar.just started to learn guitar.a new baobei a new motivation.don't ask me why i am learning.it is meant to be a secret.for you to find out,for me to know.
CNY is coming.V day is coming too.the same time last year,i was feeling stress.this year i am going to enjoy it.together with him.
hey you.KOH WEI SHENG
never have a chance to tell you how i feel.
everything seems so sudden.
2007 jan we knew each other at work.
a lot of things happened.
and i used to think that i was only a younger sister to you.
2008 we started to keep in contact.
2009 we are together.officially together.
you are busy protecting the nation.
i am busy working and saving up.for things that we have agreed on.
you and i are always busy.
but promise me,you will take good care of yourself.
we seldom have much time for each other.
saturday and sunday are the only time that we can meet.
i do treasure every moment with you.
even though you are always sleeping.for all the good reasons.
but every moment is so meaningful with you around.
thanks for everything.all these small things.
i promise to be nice to you.
make the nicest dinner.bake the tastiest coffee cake.be the sweetest girlfriend.
and i apologise for all my mood swings.bad temper.laziness.forgetfulness.
i am really sorry.
and thanks for tolerating me.
i love you as much as i love myself.
and do not forget about the things that we have agreed to do together.=)
when we are together,
12:29 AM.