August 28, 2008
i just need some silent moments for myself.
lots of things happened these few days.
okay.first,prom night.i have decided not to go.something happened.i have to pay all the expenses for prom all by myself.i feel ashamed to get the money from my parents.i am soon to be a 18years old girl,earning income as a tutor,i see no reason to get money from them.they need the money for some other stuffs too.even thuogh $85 is not ALOT,my classmates did offered to lend it to me first(they are seriously a nice group of people),but i always feel that it's not right to borrow money from others.and as the first daughter,i am obliged to lighten the burden of my parents.so i have decided not to go.
(to char,leah and minshan: thanks for understanding my situation and agree to not to for prom too.i am really sorry.because of me,you all decided to go.and because of me again,you girls didn't have the chance to go.i am sorry.)
(to the class 07s07: i am sorry.i was so enthu at first and persuaded stef they all to go.in the end,they had decided to go.but now,i back out.sorry.the previous time,you guys didn't wanted to go and after all the persuasion,thinking that it's a class thing,that's why you guys go.but now... i am really sorry.i feel bad.because of me,i took away everyone's hope to prom.i feel guilty.i know you all are already being understanding to lend me money,so that i can go for prom.but i hope you guys understand that prom does not only consist of the $85.you have to dress up and stuffs like this.i really can't afford it now.and i can't probably borrow all the money from you guys.thanks for the nice intention.)
and the $85 is far too ex for food like spring rolls,jasmine tea,honeydew sago and roasted chicken etc.we can have it outside at a much lower price.we get the super nice room (grand ballroom),but some kopitiam food?and why didn't we have the chance to choose our choice of hotel this year?last year,the seniors got to choose and they went to swissotel,had Daniel Ong as their DJ and they paid &85 too.now,we pay $85 too.but hilton hotel???so which superstar DJ are we going to have?it's not that i am finding fault on the 9th council.but things just don't seem logical.and during the previous assembly,they did mentioned that the first payment is this week and the second payment will be after our prelims.but some concillors contradict themselves by telling us that we have to pay the full payments by this week.hey i am not rich,and i cant fork out $85 at one go.IT'S SO RIDICULOUS!!!!
(to 07s07: i am not sure if this is workable or not.but some of us did suggested to use the money to go for chalet and book our dinner at some nice restaurant,which in total will cost less than $85.what you guys think?)
second,prelims is coming in 2weeks times,and a level is 2months later.i am stressed.just stress.revision is not yet done,everyone is busy preparing and going at full force.but me?hopeless....
okay.stop.i need to rest.take care.
lots of things happened these few days.
okay.first,prom night.i have decided not to go.something happened.i have to pay all the expenses for prom all by myself.i feel ashamed to get the money from my parents.i am soon to be a 18years old girl,earning income as a tutor,i see no reason to get money from them.they need the money for some other stuffs too.even thuogh $85 is not ALOT,my classmates did offered to lend it to me first(they are seriously a nice group of people),but i always feel that it's not right to borrow money from others.and as the first daughter,i am obliged to lighten the burden of my parents.so i have decided not to go.
(to char,leah and minshan: thanks for understanding my situation and agree to not to for prom too.i am really sorry.because of me,you all decided to go.and because of me again,you girls didn't have the chance to go.i am sorry.)
(to the class 07s07: i am sorry.i was so enthu at first and persuaded stef they all to go.in the end,they had decided to go.but now,i back out.sorry.the previous time,you guys didn't wanted to go and after all the persuasion,thinking that it's a class thing,that's why you guys go.but now... i am really sorry.i feel bad.because of me,i took away everyone's hope to prom.i feel guilty.i know you all are already being understanding to lend me money,so that i can go for prom.but i hope you guys understand that prom does not only consist of the $85.you have to dress up and stuffs like this.i really can't afford it now.and i can't probably borrow all the money from you guys.thanks for the nice intention.)
and the $85 is far too ex for food like spring rolls,jasmine tea,honeydew sago and roasted chicken etc.we can have it outside at a much lower price.we get the super nice room (grand ballroom),but some kopitiam food?and why didn't we have the chance to choose our choice of hotel this year?last year,the seniors got to choose and they went to swissotel,had Daniel Ong as their DJ and they paid &85 too.now,we pay $85 too.but hilton hotel???so which superstar DJ are we going to have?it's not that i am finding fault on the 9th council.but things just don't seem logical.and during the previous assembly,they did mentioned that the first payment is this week and the second payment will be after our prelims.but some concillors contradict themselves by telling us that we have to pay the full payments by this week.hey i am not rich,and i cant fork out $85 at one go.IT'S SO RIDICULOUS!!!!
(to 07s07: i am not sure if this is workable or not.but some of us did suggested to use the money to go for chalet and book our dinner at some nice restaurant,which in total will cost less than $85.what you guys think?)
second,prelims is coming in 2weeks times,and a level is 2months later.i am stressed.just stress.revision is not yet done,everyone is busy preparing and going at full force.but me?hopeless....
okay.stop.i need to rest.take care.
when we are together,
9:53 PM.
9:53 PM.
August 7, 2008
i am here to reply to all tags.easier to do it this way.
sk: you want cookies&cakes?i afraid you will have diarrhoea.haha.i am not up to skills to make cakes for others yet.haha
marcus: look at what i wrote for sk.haha.so do you want to have diarrhoea?hmm anyway,thanks for the help.treat you to a meal one day k?remember,SECRET?! haha.shhhh....
valerie: photos?about the past?those days when we always hang out together?omg.i was so ugly.no please.haha how's life?
jen: ya.but it didn't revived for a very long time.haha.
joshua: you want to go to SMU too?work hard okay?i hope to see you there,if I GET IN?! haha but it seem very hard to get into SMU =(
signing off.
sk: you want cookies&cakes?i afraid you will have diarrhoea.haha.i am not up to skills to make cakes for others yet.haha
marcus: look at what i wrote for sk.haha.so do you want to have diarrhoea?hmm anyway,thanks for the help.treat you to a meal one day k?remember,SECRET?! haha.shhhh....
valerie: photos?about the past?those days when we always hang out together?omg.i was so ugly.no please.haha how's life?
jen: ya.but it didn't revived for a very long time.haha.
joshua: you want to go to SMU too?work hard okay?i hope to see you there,if I GET IN?! haha but it seem very hard to get into SMU =(
signing off.
when we are together,
6:27 PM.
6:27 PM.
i think he is attached...
hmm got this new blogskin for myself. life is simply too boring now.just black and white.furthermore,i am not in a mood for colourful moments now.cant wait for 17th nov to come and i can go out and shopping!!! yeah =)
this week has been very busy.wed chem mock was an okay paper.because it has similar questions as those in the set of questions for chem band 1.next wed is physics mock.
(to all: all the best to those who are taking physics mock next wed)
wow.time flies.3more months only.i am only left with 3more months to prepare for a level.i feel so left behind.so stress too.can anyone tell me,how to define fully prepared and not yet prepared?i am not sure if i am ready for this major exam.
i feel ashamed to mention this when i keep persuading others to stay.but i am really caught in this dilemma.should i or should i not?people retain because they know that they most probably cant get their aces this year,so stay on for one more year and give themselves one more chance.but what about me?okay,true to say,i don't wish to waste one more year.i rather TRY to take A level and (touchwood!!!) if i do badly next year,i shall take as private candidate.but this journey will not be easy.and i will miss all my besties if i am going to ratain.i have to fufil the pact that char,leah and i have.
"BE ON THE STAGE TO COLLECT OUR CERTS NEXT YEAR!"
it seem so easy to be said than done.okay okay,we shall all work hard now and must not think negatively now.DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY.a smile will make life less stressful.(to char,leah,minshan,xinyi: don't smile until become a lunatic!!!)
finally.there are a long weekend for me to take a breath.life is so boring.i miss J1 life.hmm in fact i should say that i miss secondary school life more.especially those days in our sunshine classroom 4C,where we painted all the walls by our own.in orange and yellow.miss those days.
29th august,teachers' day celebration.calling out to all fuhua 4C.please make some time out and let's go to fuhua k?miss chua is leaving fuhua this year.hope to see you guys there =)
anyway,this year prom night is at hilton hotel.AGAIN!
i had the best night when i was 16.with all the 4C.
i don't wish to change those beautiful memories.
hmm why this year,didn't we get a chance to vote on where we want our prom night to be held?
NOT FAIR NOT FAIR!!! I WANT SWISSOTEL!!!
can't wait to go for prom night.to see everyone in their nicest outfits,take photos and hang out together until the next morning.this year's plan,i am going to book a hotelroom with all my besties and we are going to chat all night.
got to go.need to spend my time wisely and do my work now =) must complete all my work before i can go out for the fireworks this sat.anyway,fireworks on 22nd and 23rd august,anyone interested?msg me. =)
...smile more.
hmm got this new blogskin for myself. life is simply too boring now.just black and white.furthermore,i am not in a mood for colourful moments now.cant wait for 17th nov to come and i can go out and shopping!!! yeah =)
this week has been very busy.wed chem mock was an okay paper.because it has similar questions as those in the set of questions for chem band 1.next wed is physics mock.
(to all: all the best to those who are taking physics mock next wed)
wow.time flies.3more months only.i am only left with 3more months to prepare for a level.i feel so left behind.so stress too.can anyone tell me,how to define fully prepared and not yet prepared?i am not sure if i am ready for this major exam.
i feel ashamed to mention this when i keep persuading others to stay.but i am really caught in this dilemma.should i or should i not?people retain because they know that they most probably cant get their aces this year,so stay on for one more year and give themselves one more chance.but what about me?okay,true to say,i don't wish to waste one more year.i rather TRY to take A level and (touchwood!!!) if i do badly next year,i shall take as private candidate.but this journey will not be easy.and i will miss all my besties if i am going to ratain.i have to fufil the pact that char,leah and i have.
"BE ON THE STAGE TO COLLECT OUR CERTS NEXT YEAR!"
it seem so easy to be said than done.okay okay,we shall all work hard now and must not think negatively now.DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY.a smile will make life less stressful.(to char,leah,minshan,xinyi: don't smile until become a lunatic!!!)
finally.there are a long weekend for me to take a breath.life is so boring.i miss J1 life.hmm in fact i should say that i miss secondary school life more.especially those days in our sunshine classroom 4C,where we painted all the walls by our own.in orange and yellow.miss those days.
29th august,teachers' day celebration.calling out to all fuhua 4C.please make some time out and let's go to fuhua k?miss chua is leaving fuhua this year.hope to see you guys there =)
anyway,this year prom night is at hilton hotel.AGAIN!
i had the best night when i was 16.with all the 4C.
i don't wish to change those beautiful memories.
hmm why this year,didn't we get a chance to vote on where we want our prom night to be held?
NOT FAIR NOT FAIR!!! I WANT SWISSOTEL!!!
can't wait to go for prom night.to see everyone in their nicest outfits,take photos and hang out together until the next morning.this year's plan,i am going to book a hotelroom with all my besties and we are going to chat all night.
got to go.need to spend my time wisely and do my work now =) must complete all my work before i can go out for the fireworks this sat.anyway,fireworks on 22nd and 23rd august,anyone interested?msg me. =)
...smile more.
when we are together,
5:52 PM.
5:52 PM.
