July 19, 2008
it's so hard to move on now.
a level is really the survival of the fittest.
sometimes it's not that we are not putting in effort,not that we are not working hard.it's just that things don't turn out well.what can we do?
some of my friends are hesitating to retain.i don't feel good.but why?i know this journey has been tough for you.but why?we have come so far.3more months to a level.i thought we agreed to work hard together,live for our dream and move on together?i know it's easier to say than done.
but seeing them making this important decision that may change their lives forever,i have the urge to change my mind too.i thought i have been strong.been strong in my decision and want to reach my goal.but i keep seeing people doing extremely well after retaining.i have the urge to do so too.i have no confidence in achieving my triple aces this year for me to get to SMU finances.
i am caught in this dilemma.confused.uncertain.depressed.
i am trying hard.to keep myself going.and motivate them to move on too.
miracles only happen on those who believe in it.
you never try,you never know.
i believe in miracles but i know a level is not all about miracles.i have to work hard.but i am already suffocating.trying hard to take a breath.
this year is really the worst period of my life.
why must we work so hard,just for a cert?for a better future?for our parents?for our dreams?i know cert is what we are longing for.but it's simply too hard to achieve a good grade,a good cert.
in o level,you will know whether you will make it or not.but in a level,even if you work hard,things may not turn out the way you want.i want nothing,but TRIPLE ACES.
"in a level,you are fighting against the elite of the elites for a place in the university."
at that point of time,i sort of regreted coming to a jc.i know that i am not smart.i have to work triply hard,so as to gain a stand.but based on my grades now,i will be very happy if i am able to get BBB in a level.
but that's not what i want...
a level is really the survival of the fittest.
sometimes it's not that we are not putting in effort,not that we are not working hard.it's just that things don't turn out well.what can we do?
some of my friends are hesitating to retain.i don't feel good.but why?i know this journey has been tough for you.but why?we have come so far.3more months to a level.i thought we agreed to work hard together,live for our dream and move on together?i know it's easier to say than done.
but seeing them making this important decision that may change their lives forever,i have the urge to change my mind too.i thought i have been strong.been strong in my decision and want to reach my goal.but i keep seeing people doing extremely well after retaining.i have the urge to do so too.i have no confidence in achieving my triple aces this year for me to get to SMU finances.
i am caught in this dilemma.confused.uncertain.depressed.
i am trying hard.to keep myself going.and motivate them to move on too.
miracles only happen on those who believe in it.
you never try,you never know.
i believe in miracles but i know a level is not all about miracles.i have to work hard.but i am already suffocating.trying hard to take a breath.
this year is really the worst period of my life.
why must we work so hard,just for a cert?for a better future?for our parents?for our dreams?i know cert is what we are longing for.but it's simply too hard to achieve a good grade,a good cert.
in o level,you will know whether you will make it or not.but in a level,even if you work hard,things may not turn out the way you want.i want nothing,but TRIPLE ACES.
"in a level,you are fighting against the elite of the elites for a place in the university."
at that point of time,i sort of regreted coming to a jc.i know that i am not smart.i have to work triply hard,so as to gain a stand.but based on my grades now,i will be very happy if i am able to get BBB in a level.
but that's not what i want...
when we are together,
1:43 PM.
1:43 PM.
