July 27, 2008
that smile is back! that smile is back!
it was a wonderful surprise on fri.this friend of mine,who i occasionally post about,said HI to me.it may seem "not a big deal" thing for others.but it is super big deal for me.we have kept silent and treat each other as strangers since 20 feb.and we are finally not strangers now.we may not be friends but at least I GOT THAT SMILE BACK!!! =)
anyway 07s07 went out together yesterday to do a very meaningful thing.WE WENT TO VOLUNTEER FOR TRYBE!!! does anyone has any idea on "thumbs up"?we went to volunteer for the organisation called trybe.and we all went chung cheng high main to help out in a programme called "you can do it".it has been a wonderful day out,except for the waking up at 6am,fetching my friends in cab,forget to take the taxi receipt.i have learnt quite a lot from my lead,RAFFY!!! he is a great guy and teaches me a lot of stuffs.after the programme,shengxun ming leah minshan carina ibro jack guanxian jovan and me went for lunch at parkway parade.we all sat down and talked about our own experiences with the different classes over the lunch.after the lunch,we all took bus966 home.one hour trip to bukit panjang.and all of us slept all the way from east coast to bukit panjang.
i have decided.to join them again.for this kind of meaningful event.
this week has been great.i have received my HSK chinese result slip and I GOT GRADE8!!! 371/400.in fact it was a surprise as i had done the mock paper and i only got 300+.
this week is so stress and i am still left with tonnes and tonnes of homeworks.argh.how i wish i have more time to complete all my work!!!
anyway char has decided.so some words of advice for char.3more months only.so let's work hard together and get our aces k?if you are not performing up to mark,NO GOOD FOOD for you. =)
got to leave now.=( lots of homeworks to be completed.
it was a wonderful surprise on fri.this friend of mine,who i occasionally post about,said HI to me.it may seem "not a big deal" thing for others.but it is super big deal for me.we have kept silent and treat each other as strangers since 20 feb.and we are finally not strangers now.we may not be friends but at least I GOT THAT SMILE BACK!!! =)
anyway 07s07 went out together yesterday to do a very meaningful thing.WE WENT TO VOLUNTEER FOR TRYBE!!! does anyone has any idea on "thumbs up"?we went to volunteer for the organisation called trybe.and we all went chung cheng high main to help out in a programme called "you can do it".it has been a wonderful day out,except for the waking up at 6am,fetching my friends in cab,forget to take the taxi receipt.i have learnt quite a lot from my lead,RAFFY!!! he is a great guy and teaches me a lot of stuffs.after the programme,shengxun ming leah minshan carina ibro jack guanxian jovan and me went for lunch at parkway parade.we all sat down and talked about our own experiences with the different classes over the lunch.after the lunch,we all took bus966 home.one hour trip to bukit panjang.and all of us slept all the way from east coast to bukit panjang.
i have decided.to join them again.for this kind of meaningful event.
this week has been great.i have received my HSK chinese result slip and I GOT GRADE8!!! 371/400.in fact it was a surprise as i had done the mock paper and i only got 300+.
this week is so stress and i am still left with tonnes and tonnes of homeworks.argh.how i wish i have more time to complete all my work!!!
anyway char has decided.so some words of advice for char.3more months only.so let's work hard together and get our aces k?if you are not performing up to mark,NO GOOD FOOD for you. =)
got to leave now.=( lots of homeworks to be completed.
when we are together,
8:13 PM.
8:13 PM.
July 19, 2008
it's so hard to move on now.
a level is really the survival of the fittest.
sometimes it's not that we are not putting in effort,not that we are not working hard.it's just that things don't turn out well.what can we do?
some of my friends are hesitating to retain.i don't feel good.but why?i know this journey has been tough for you.but why?we have come so far.3more months to a level.i thought we agreed to work hard together,live for our dream and move on together?i know it's easier to say than done.
but seeing them making this important decision that may change their lives forever,i have the urge to change my mind too.i thought i have been strong.been strong in my decision and want to reach my goal.but i keep seeing people doing extremely well after retaining.i have the urge to do so too.i have no confidence in achieving my triple aces this year for me to get to SMU finances.
i am caught in this dilemma.confused.uncertain.depressed.
i am trying hard.to keep myself going.and motivate them to move on too.
miracles only happen on those who believe in it.
you never try,you never know.
i believe in miracles but i know a level is not all about miracles.i have to work hard.but i am already suffocating.trying hard to take a breath.
this year is really the worst period of my life.
why must we work so hard,just for a cert?for a better future?for our parents?for our dreams?i know cert is what we are longing for.but it's simply too hard to achieve a good grade,a good cert.
in o level,you will know whether you will make it or not.but in a level,even if you work hard,things may not turn out the way you want.i want nothing,but TRIPLE ACES.
"in a level,you are fighting against the elite of the elites for a place in the university."
at that point of time,i sort of regreted coming to a jc.i know that i am not smart.i have to work triply hard,so as to gain a stand.but based on my grades now,i will be very happy if i am able to get BBB in a level.
but that's not what i want...
a level is really the survival of the fittest.
sometimes it's not that we are not putting in effort,not that we are not working hard.it's just that things don't turn out well.what can we do?
some of my friends are hesitating to retain.i don't feel good.but why?i know this journey has been tough for you.but why?we have come so far.3more months to a level.i thought we agreed to work hard together,live for our dream and move on together?i know it's easier to say than done.
but seeing them making this important decision that may change their lives forever,i have the urge to change my mind too.i thought i have been strong.been strong in my decision and want to reach my goal.but i keep seeing people doing extremely well after retaining.i have the urge to do so too.i have no confidence in achieving my triple aces this year for me to get to SMU finances.
i am caught in this dilemma.confused.uncertain.depressed.
i am trying hard.to keep myself going.and motivate them to move on too.
miracles only happen on those who believe in it.
you never try,you never know.
i believe in miracles but i know a level is not all about miracles.i have to work hard.but i am already suffocating.trying hard to take a breath.
this year is really the worst period of my life.
why must we work so hard,just for a cert?for a better future?for our parents?for our dreams?i know cert is what we are longing for.but it's simply too hard to achieve a good grade,a good cert.
in o level,you will know whether you will make it or not.but in a level,even if you work hard,things may not turn out the way you want.i want nothing,but TRIPLE ACES.
"in a level,you are fighting against the elite of the elites for a place in the university."
at that point of time,i sort of regreted coming to a jc.i know that i am not smart.i have to work triply hard,so as to gain a stand.but based on my grades now,i will be very happy if i am able to get BBB in a level.
but that's not what i want...
when we are together,
1:43 PM.
1:43 PM.
July 4, 2008
completely disappointed.
my cakes are such a failure.they turn out weird and taste wrong too.
so sad and disappointed.
i love baking cakes but just dislike the feeling of your cakes turning out bad.
(goal for the day:bake the best cakes)
my cakes are such a failure.they turn out weird and taste wrong too.
so sad and disappointed.
i love baking cakes but just dislike the feeling of your cakes turning out bad.
(goal for the day:bake the best cakes)
when we are together,
8:58 PM.
8:58 PM.
