June 15, 2008
there is always a story behind each and everyone of us.
at times,stories are just meant to be kept deep in your heart.no one will know.but if you are willing to share,at least someone will know and is willing to share the burden with you.
tomorrow is father's day.
i met this grandfather and his grandson recently.this grandfather was holding onto the grandson's hand.tight and warm.as an outsider,i can feel the link between them.the protection towards the grandson.but i just can't control my thought but was thinking: will this grandson protect his grandfather in the future,just like how the grandfather is protecting him now?
cold war is like occuring between my daddy and i.i was selected for malaysia National Service.because of forgetfulness,he forget to help me defer.i don't blame him.because it is my responsibility to settle my own matter and i am old enough to do it myself,and i know he is busy with his work too.he comes home everyday with sighs.i know he feels stressed out.
he is getting old.he has strands of white hair.
but i can't bring myself to talk to him.silence...
anyway i was blog-hopping.and came across this blog.rather true.
"blogging is the only way for breathing"
i used to have 3blogs in the past.i read all those blog before i created this.and i realized.blogging is the only proof of the past.i realized how childish i used to be.being in and out of love.taking everything for granted.never reaize the fact that "once it's gone,it's gone forever".maybe blogging is the only way for us to take a breathe out of our busy life and breathe in DEEPLY!
"blogging is the only way to rest"
sometimes blogging is also the only way to show our regrets towards life.
2008 is already half way through.i miss the beginning of the year.ogl camp,orientation,meeting my og group,pae pot-luck and more.it was so fun.and that was how things got started.but it ended in the end.with regrets.people were full of comments.things shouldn't have started at all.at least i don't need to go through all these sufferings.getting into it,being used to the presence of it and getting out of it.but i know.it's all the past now.bravely move on may seem a better option now.everyone has moved on without you.you are again being left at the starting point.no one can help you,except for you yourself.giving up isn't easy at all.holding onto it and continue my life may seem to be an easy way out.
anyway,one more week.mid year exam is starting soon.argh! i just realized that i can't study at all when i am at home.i can feel the stress when i am still left with so much to study.
(goal for the day: mug!!!)
to all fathers: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
at times,stories are just meant to be kept deep in your heart.no one will know.but if you are willing to share,at least someone will know and is willing to share the burden with you.
tomorrow is father's day.
i met this grandfather and his grandson recently.this grandfather was holding onto the grandson's hand.tight and warm.as an outsider,i can feel the link between them.the protection towards the grandson.but i just can't control my thought but was thinking: will this grandson protect his grandfather in the future,just like how the grandfather is protecting him now?
cold war is like occuring between my daddy and i.i was selected for malaysia National Service.because of forgetfulness,he forget to help me defer.i don't blame him.because it is my responsibility to settle my own matter and i am old enough to do it myself,and i know he is busy with his work too.he comes home everyday with sighs.i know he feels stressed out.
he is getting old.he has strands of white hair.
but i can't bring myself to talk to him.silence...
anyway i was blog-hopping.and came across this blog.rather true.
"blogging is the only way for breathing"
i used to have 3blogs in the past.i read all those blog before i created this.and i realized.blogging is the only proof of the past.i realized how childish i used to be.being in and out of love.taking everything for granted.never reaize the fact that "once it's gone,it's gone forever".maybe blogging is the only way for us to take a breathe out of our busy life and breathe in DEEPLY!
"blogging is the only way to rest"
sometimes blogging is also the only way to show our regrets towards life.
2008 is already half way through.i miss the beginning of the year.ogl camp,orientation,meeting my og group,pae pot-luck and more.it was so fun.and that was how things got started.but it ended in the end.with regrets.people were full of comments.things shouldn't have started at all.at least i don't need to go through all these sufferings.getting into it,being used to the presence of it and getting out of it.but i know.it's all the past now.bravely move on may seem a better option now.everyone has moved on without you.you are again being left at the starting point.no one can help you,except for you yourself.giving up isn't easy at all.holding onto it and continue my life may seem to be an easy way out.
anyway,one more week.mid year exam is starting soon.argh! i just realized that i can't study at all when i am at home.i can feel the stress when i am still left with so much to study.
(goal for the day: mug!!!)
to all fathers: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
when we are together,
12:23 AM.
12:23 AM.
