June 3, 2008
i think i am addicted to "PS I love you"
it's a nice book.but it just make me feel sad.
i have been reading it again and again.trying to read between the lines,trying hard to search for more different meanings in it.
why will we only learn how to appreciate it after we lost something precious?everyone is trying to learn how to live well.but how to live well when she has no life?
holding on will just make you feel worse.letting it go is much harder than what you have expected.
she has been taking things for granted.thinking that they are just meant to be together.but when one gives up and leaves first,leaving another behind,has anyone wonder before how the other person will feel?does anyone understand what she is going through?
she seems to have forgot how to live.
everyone has moved on without her.life is no longer the same.she has got used to keeping her mouth shut,thinking she is a superwoman.and do not allow tears to flow down her cheeks.just refuse to let anyone see the fragile side of hers.words are just too hard to be spoken in words.
shall not be selfish and let him go.memories are just the foot steps of the past.
what others think shall affect her no more.what she needs now is time...
this song suits the story best.
Better in Time-- Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
(goal for the day:maybe this book is meant to be non-friction.learn from it and accept it)
it's a nice book.but it just make me feel sad.
i have been reading it again and again.trying to read between the lines,trying hard to search for more different meanings in it.
why will we only learn how to appreciate it after we lost something precious?everyone is trying to learn how to live well.but how to live well when she has no life?
holding on will just make you feel worse.letting it go is much harder than what you have expected.
she has been taking things for granted.thinking that they are just meant to be together.but when one gives up and leaves first,leaving another behind,has anyone wonder before how the other person will feel?does anyone understand what she is going through?
she seems to have forgot how to live.
everyone has moved on without her.life is no longer the same.she has got used to keeping her mouth shut,thinking she is a superwoman.and do not allow tears to flow down her cheeks.just refuse to let anyone see the fragile side of hers.words are just too hard to be spoken in words.
shall not be selfish and let him go.memories are just the foot steps of the past.
what others think shall affect her no more.what she needs now is time...
this song suits the story best.
Better in Time-- Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
(goal for the day:maybe this book is meant to be non-friction.learn from it and accept it)
when we are together,
3:19 PM.
3:19 PM.
