a week has passed.finally.
monday just received a last minute notice that we have to hand in our project iCAN video by this wednesday.omg i have not even started.so anum,rachel and i went to hillgrove today and try to get it over and done with.mrs tham was so nice to fetch us from school.and we were shocked when we reached there.realized that the Technical Assistant of hillgrove had just resigned last fri.
then what happened to all our videos and photos? we went around the school,asking for help and try to retrieve all the videos and photos.that new Technical Assistant of hillgrove was so "LAW BY LAW". but he was nice to help us to transfer all the documents into our thumbdrives even though he refused to let us go into the com lab.we spent 5hours in hillgrove without doing any video.suddenly feel so helpless.
it is so hard to ask a technology noob like me to prepare a video.everything seems so stranger to me.but glad that i have finished the video.on time too.
tuesdayMRS TAY IS SUCH A GOOD TEACHER!!! everything seems so easy and simple after she had explained the nitrogen compound questions to minshan and i.how i wish i can really score well for chem MYE and maybe at least a B?
don't want to disappoint her again..and tomorrow is chem skill A exam.my doom day?!=(
wednesdaylessons just go as usual.but the assembly is an interesting one.it's on love and relationship.the speakers taught us how to show our love to others and how to differentiate between love,infatuation and lust.so as usual.leah,char and i did a lot of stupid stuffs during the assembly,despite how nervous we were feeling for the chem skill A exam after the assembly.
that is how wonderful friendship is.we cheer each other on and make one smile with all the silly actions.
back to the assembly.one of the speakers mentioned this: love is the best thing you could give to your beloved.everyone went out of love before and did feel depressed about it.
love is about "just admiting it and be honest about it."
"so no point pretending that you are happy and lie that you have ALREADY got over him.stop lying to yourself and be true about it.it's never shameful to admit that you still like him and still think of him.
JUST GIVE IT TIME!!! give yourself a chance to let it go."
it do sound cliche to say this.but time is always the best solution of all.all these lovey matters do not have a solution to it,neither do it have medicine or magic portion to cure it.maybe feelings and relationship do fade with time?
(to my besties: when the time ripes,i will get rid of that ugly,short and useless little finger of mine.what's not mine will never be mine.since that little finger is not doing anything,maybe life will be better without it?but again,TIME!!!)
well well.let's leave that topic aside.next,chem skill A exam.
mrs tay has freaked us out and has encouraged us a lot.sound rather contradicting though.she told us that we are only allowed to take skill A once in our lifetime.omg.what if i fail and what should i do?when opportunity only knocks once and i am not allowed to retake again?but she did encouraged us too.she said that we have done very well in all our practices.fret not and we are going to do well this time too.just hope that it will be true.
but i just can't control my emotions.i was feeling stressed and depressed half an hour before the exam.and I FORGOT ALL THE STUFFS THAT I HAD TO REMEMBER!!! my mind was completely blank and can't even recalled a single word when leah tested me.does that mean that i am going to fail?hope not...
thanks to char,leah and minshan.
all because of them,i get to remember all my stuffs in time.they created all weird hand signs for me,so as to remind myself what to write in the exam.and it do work!!!you girls are amazing.
woohoo.chem SPA has finally ended.no more practical.YEAH!!! no more memorizing of stuffs.i hate memorizing and to those who know me,definitely know that i am not at a very good term with that memorizing thing.
it's going to be a long day today.lessons are over,chem SPA is over and the next "highlight" of the day is project iCAN meeting.videos are supposed to be handed in today.well all the peer coaches are done with their videos,except for rachel.so we played in the loft,enjoying the air-con,while waiting for her.time passes fast without us realizing it.we played until 7pm! we played bingo on the board in the loft and drawed animals which don't even look like animals at the first place.IT'S SO FUN!!! =)
(to all 08 peer coaches: let's meet out more often and have fun together.)
thursdayfinally had my 2.4km run today.13min 46sec. i nearly died after the run.my classmate said that i looked so pale after the run. well,because of that old injury,my calf hurt when i was running.somemore ai yue can't pace with me today.but CHAR and MINSHAN did.they both took turns to pace me for the run.so nice right?don't know why.i ran very slow for the first 5rounds,as a result,i took around 1min 50sec to run the last round in order to get my A.and I DID.30marks,full marks!!! i'm so happy.=)
after the run,i stayed back with my mugging partner,YIJIE to mug.exams are coming real soon.1more months?got to work hard.all the best,partner.then we also talked about some other stuffs.
(to her: i think everyone deserve a second chance.no point making groundless conclusion based on what you have heard.maybe that person is good?remember what i said before.in a world like this,the starting products will never be the same as the ending products.no point thinking of what people have said.don't be affected by those stupid comments.only those who truly don't understand you, will then make all those comments.just be yourself and know what you really want.you are the one who is making the decision.no one can help you in doing that. think carefully and never give yourself a chance to regret in what you have decided on.SMILE ^.^)
fridayi got back my gsc compo test today.i failed.it's really time for me to buck up.
anyway i went out with lunch with leah,char,minshan and jack today.FOOD IS SO NICE!!! okay i shall just admit it.i am a glutton.that stupid leah and minshan were still making fun of me that i woke up from my sleep upon hearing them talking about food during econ lecture.
(to leah and minshan: you two are so evil!!!)
well during the lunch,we "brain washed" jack.you can just imagine how noisy the situation is when a guy hangs out with 4girls who talk non-stop.and i have realized quite a lot of stuffs during this lunch session.
life requires one to be sensitive to others' thoughts and feelings.life needs changes.so do us.at times,being insensitive can hurt and irritate others.maybe one sentence,which means nothing much,will hurt someone to a large extent.to some,they may just think that they are borned this way and they will continue to be in this way.well this is not going to work in this society.and in this society,ABSOLUTE TERMS are seriously a NO NO!never jump into conclusions before you really know what is going on and what the truth is.
and i have another question.how can two items with the same features can look so different?is it because of how it is being created and structured?since they have the same features,why one can be a luxury good and the other be an unknown compound?is it because how it is being packaged,cause a difference too?does looks really matter that much?what is more superior than looks?maybe to some,looks are really everything and that is how their first impressions are based on.
next,project iCAN meeting.we gathered together today to prepare some momentoes for our mentees.it was so fun.cutting and pasting.but ...
IT'S A BAD PEER COACHES' DAY!!!
leah left without bringing her laptop home.i lost my ez link card.
that forgetful leah left her macbook with me and went home without getting back from me.before i realized it,she already boarded the bus.and i can't contact her too. that stupid lousy phone of hers.so we went all the way out just to pass her back her macbook.then when i boarded the bus,i realized MY EZ LINK card is not in my wallet,neither it is in my bag.i was freaked out.but leah,zhiying and jas were so nice to walk all the way back with me to school from phoenix LRT station.we searched every possible corners and even went to the General Office to ask sbout it.we also went to the coffee shop where i had my lunch in the afternoon.i was so sure that i had misplaced it because i thought i saw it in my bag before going for my lunch.i was so anxious.in the end,i gave up and went home.on the way back,i kept thinking of where on the earth my ez link card was at now.then i suddenly recalled.maybe i left it in my math file at home?because i also didn't use my card in the morning,that's why i am not sure too.then when i reached home,i dashed in just to find my card.guess what.I FOUND IT!!! yeah i didn't lost it,no need to pay $20 to make my ez link card again.
(to the 3girls: thanks for walking back with me and search for my ez link card for me,when you all are already so hungry.SORRY.)
tomorrow is pj college day and I HAVE TO GO.i don't want to go.it's going to be so boring and i could have done something more productive at home rather than going for that event.it is going to start at 3pm and ends at 5pm =( but we have promised mdm low that we will go tomorrow.well a promise is always a promise.shall pull myself there tomorrow.but what makes me look forward to tomorrow is that i am going to have dinner gathering with leah and them.it's going to be so fun.
somemore we will have a long weekend this week.YEAH!!!
got to stop here now.it is too much.too much to be a post of A DAY.
(goal for the day: stop being so absent-minded.)
when we are together,
11:04 PM.