May 9, 2008
there are too much things for me to handle.
wednesday:
i had my chem test today and i only realized my careless mistakes after the test.just hope that i will not fail that time.
next,our last match for this year tournament.well i admit.i was so lazy and so reluctant to go today.because there are far too much homeworks.i am being buried by all these homeworks.but at least i went.for my team mates,for my team.i played the third single today.it was so stress for me because our results for the first 4plays was 2-2.i am the last player of the match.but i lost.even though my team mates said that it's okay and it's true that my opponent is a tough one to play with.but this was a very important match for us and we all know.sorry that i didn't put in enough effort to train for single and as a result,i lost the match.sorry.
(to pj girls shuttlers: i am sorry that i lost and because of me,we can't win NJC this year.sorry)
thursday:
math.i am lagging behind with all my math revision packages and tutorials.binomial and poisson.ARGH!!! they are so confusing.
chem.i wonder if i am doing the right way for my skill A.mrs tay has been "drawing" on my script and most probably i did it in the wrong way.I WANT TO GET MY LEVEL8!!!
econ.i am starting to love what i am doing during econs.econs seems easier now.but i am still afraid of mid year exam.don't want to flunk again.
nothing much for today.but just school works.school works and more school works!!!
friday:
MY TOOTH HURTS!!!
i can't stand it anymore.i went to the dentist today and received a horrible news.i skipped gp lesson today together with charlene so as to go to find a dentist.
(to charlene: you are so nice to go with me.thanks lots.because i am so afraid of dentist and going for dental check up alone.thanks bestie!but sorry that you have to skip gp lesson too.)
we went CCK polyclinic first,but it has closed down since 1 february 2008.so we went to CCK area to look for a dental clinic.we first went into a GYNAE CLINIC.because we saw the board outside saying that it's a dental clinic.the nurse was so shocked to see us in there.haha
then we realized that the dental clinic is at the other end.we went in during the dentist's lunch break and she still attended to me.she is so nice!! =) i told the dentist how painful my tooth was.and after the check up,she told me that I HAD GUM INFECTION! i always thought that my wisdom tooth was growing.that's why it hurt so much.but it wasn't the truth.she said it was rather dangerous for me if i am not going to seek treatment asap so she suggested that i should go for root canal or extraction of tooth.but i need the permission of my parents because i am not 21years old yet.
(for your info: Endodontic therapy is a sequence of treatment for the pulp of a tooth whose end result is the elimination of infection and protection of the decontaminated tooth from future microbial invasion. Although this set of procedures is commonly referred to as a root canal, this term is imprecise; root canals and their associated pulp chamber are the anatomical hollows within a tooth which are naturally inhabited by nerve tissue, blood vessels and a number of other cellular entities, whereas endodontic therapy includes the complete removal of these structures, the subsequent cleaning, shaping and decontamination of these hollows with the use of tiny files and irrigating solutions and the obturation, or filling, of the decontaminated root canals with an inert filling, such as gutta percha and a usually eugenol-based cement. After the surgery the tooth will be "dead", and if the infection is spread at apex - root end surgery is required.)
but both cost a lot.i was wondering which one should i go for.and it's time for me to cut down on my shopping spree and save up for my dental treatment.
root canal --- around $750 to $1000++
extraction of tooth --- around $100++
root canal is more for the long term.as for the tooth extraction,it will brings along with quite a number of disadvantages.like for example,because i am extracting the last tooth in my bottom row of teeth(molar),so if i extract out that tooth,all the teeth will have the possibility of moving backward and i will have spaces in between the teeth.which is going to be SO UGLY!!!that's why if i am going for tooth extraction,i will have to put braces after that.which is going to cost me another $3000++.somemore braces hurt too.i don't want the ulcers.
argh.how i wish the money will just drop from the sky.got to save up so much now.i still want to buy my phone in june.well i shall wait and see how then.as for now,i am on medication.and shall wait till i have enough money to go for either one of the treatments.i shall not depend on my parents anymore.their financial burdens are increasing too.shall support myself with the miserable amount that i have earned in giving tuition.
IT HURTS SO MUCH NOW THAT MY GUM IS SWOLLEN!!! well i shall now brush my teeth more often.like 5times a day?brush after every meal?i think i am crazy.
the dentist also said that i need to avoid solid food and sweet stuffs.but FOOD IS MY LIFE.how am i going to live without all those sweet stuffs,like chocolate?argh.i want my chocolate,marshmallows and more sweets!
carina,charlene,leah,minshan and i went to lot1 for our lunch after my dental consultation.they forced me to eat porridge.argh! i want my japanese cuisine,i want my pepper lunch,i want everything except PORRIDGE!somemore my daddy still bought me porridge for dinner.I DON'T LIKE PORRIDGE!!!
(to the four listed above: shall we go for lunch on every friday?just like what we did today?it's so fun! =) and thanks for monitoring me and controling me so as to stop me from eating those undesired food and those i am not supposed to eat.)
tomorrow finally is a SATURDAY!!! but i think i shall stay at home and give my tooth a day off.the pain is just simply killing me!
leave the irritating tooth aside.the next topic of the day is on our life.
question: what exactly do we work hard for?
answer: a good uni cert?a good future?for our parents?
for me,my answer will be none of the above.i don't know what i am working for.but the only thing i know is that our lives are just planned in this manner.as to survive in this realistic world,you have to study.because it's the survival of the fittest.many say that jc life will be the worst of your life.i agree.it's only May now ans teachers are going so fast that i can't even catch up with the class.5more months.just 5more months.everything will be over soon and the fun will rule your life instead of studies
(to all: everything,no matter how hard and sad it is now,will pass and be over soon.WAY TO GO,PEOPLE!!!)
well i think this post is too long for the day.so i shall stop here and time for my medicine!
(goal for the day: hope that my tooth will recover soon and i don't need to go for that expensive treatment.)
wednesday:
i had my chem test today and i only realized my careless mistakes after the test.just hope that i will not fail that time.
next,our last match for this year tournament.well i admit.i was so lazy and so reluctant to go today.because there are far too much homeworks.i am being buried by all these homeworks.but at least i went.for my team mates,for my team.i played the third single today.it was so stress for me because our results for the first 4plays was 2-2.i am the last player of the match.but i lost.even though my team mates said that it's okay and it's true that my opponent is a tough one to play with.but this was a very important match for us and we all know.sorry that i didn't put in enough effort to train for single and as a result,i lost the match.sorry.
(to pj girls shuttlers: i am sorry that i lost and because of me,we can't win NJC this year.sorry)
thursday:
math.i am lagging behind with all my math revision packages and tutorials.binomial and poisson.ARGH!!! they are so confusing.
chem.i wonder if i am doing the right way for my skill A.mrs tay has been "drawing" on my script and most probably i did it in the wrong way.I WANT TO GET MY LEVEL8!!!
econ.i am starting to love what i am doing during econs.econs seems easier now.but i am still afraid of mid year exam.don't want to flunk again.
nothing much for today.but just school works.school works and more school works!!!
friday:
MY TOOTH HURTS!!!
i can't stand it anymore.i went to the dentist today and received a horrible news.i skipped gp lesson today together with charlene so as to go to find a dentist.
(to charlene: you are so nice to go with me.thanks lots.because i am so afraid of dentist and going for dental check up alone.thanks bestie!but sorry that you have to skip gp lesson too.)
we went CCK polyclinic first,but it has closed down since 1 february 2008.so we went to CCK area to look for a dental clinic.we first went into a GYNAE CLINIC.because we saw the board outside saying that it's a dental clinic.the nurse was so shocked to see us in there.haha
then we realized that the dental clinic is at the other end.we went in during the dentist's lunch break and she still attended to me.she is so nice!! =) i told the dentist how painful my tooth was.and after the check up,she told me that I HAD GUM INFECTION! i always thought that my wisdom tooth was growing.that's why it hurt so much.but it wasn't the truth.she said it was rather dangerous for me if i am not going to seek treatment asap so she suggested that i should go for root canal or extraction of tooth.but i need the permission of my parents because i am not 21years old yet.
(for your info: Endodontic therapy is a sequence of treatment for the pulp of a tooth whose end result is the elimination of infection and protection of the decontaminated tooth from future microbial invasion. Although this set of procedures is commonly referred to as a root canal, this term is imprecise; root canals and their associated pulp chamber are the anatomical hollows within a tooth which are naturally inhabited by nerve tissue, blood vessels and a number of other cellular entities, whereas endodontic therapy includes the complete removal of these structures, the subsequent cleaning, shaping and decontamination of these hollows with the use of tiny files and irrigating solutions and the obturation, or filling, of the decontaminated root canals with an inert filling, such as gutta percha and a usually eugenol-based cement. After the surgery the tooth will be "dead", and if the infection is spread at apex - root end surgery is required.)
but both cost a lot.i was wondering which one should i go for.and it's time for me to cut down on my shopping spree and save up for my dental treatment.
root canal --- around $750 to $1000++
extraction of tooth --- around $100++
root canal is more for the long term.as for the tooth extraction,it will brings along with quite a number of disadvantages.like for example,because i am extracting the last tooth in my bottom row of teeth(molar),so if i extract out that tooth,all the teeth will have the possibility of moving backward and i will have spaces in between the teeth.which is going to be SO UGLY!!!that's why if i am going for tooth extraction,i will have to put braces after that.which is going to cost me another $3000++.somemore braces hurt too.i don't want the ulcers.
argh.how i wish the money will just drop from the sky.got to save up so much now.i still want to buy my phone in june.well i shall wait and see how then.as for now,i am on medication.and shall wait till i have enough money to go for either one of the treatments.i shall not depend on my parents anymore.their financial burdens are increasing too.shall support myself with the miserable amount that i have earned in giving tuition.
IT HURTS SO MUCH NOW THAT MY GUM IS SWOLLEN!!! well i shall now brush my teeth more often.like 5times a day?brush after every meal?i think i am crazy.
the dentist also said that i need to avoid solid food and sweet stuffs.but FOOD IS MY LIFE.how am i going to live without all those sweet stuffs,like chocolate?argh.i want my chocolate,marshmallows and more sweets!
carina,charlene,leah,minshan and i went to lot1 for our lunch after my dental consultation.they forced me to eat porridge.argh! i want my japanese cuisine,i want my pepper lunch,i want everything except PORRIDGE!somemore my daddy still bought me porridge for dinner.I DON'T LIKE PORRIDGE!!!
(to the four listed above: shall we go for lunch on every friday?just like what we did today?it's so fun! =) and thanks for monitoring me and controling me so as to stop me from eating those undesired food and those i am not supposed to eat.)
tomorrow finally is a SATURDAY!!! but i think i shall stay at home and give my tooth a day off.the pain is just simply killing me!
leave the irritating tooth aside.the next topic of the day is on our life.
question: what exactly do we work hard for?
answer: a good uni cert?a good future?for our parents?
for me,my answer will be none of the above.i don't know what i am working for.but the only thing i know is that our lives are just planned in this manner.as to survive in this realistic world,you have to study.because it's the survival of the fittest.many say that jc life will be the worst of your life.i agree.it's only May now ans teachers are going so fast that i can't even catch up with the class.5more months.just 5more months.everything will be over soon and the fun will rule your life instead of studies
(to all: everything,no matter how hard and sad it is now,will pass and be over soon.WAY TO GO,PEOPLE!!!)
well i think this post is too long for the day.so i shall stop here and time for my medicine!
(goal for the day: hope that my tooth will recover soon and i don't need to go for that expensive treatment.)
when we are together,
10:41 PM.
10:41 PM.
