April 26, 2008
i've finally decided to give my blog a new life,a new look. that's why she is back here.
j2 life has been so stress that i can't even take a moment out to breathe.
quite a lot of problems came along with the starting of my j2 life.relationship.studies.school commitments.friends.family.it was really hard for me to handle until i decided to take a step at a time after hearing to what my besties have said.
i've been holding onto those memories and make myself feel worse.just like what charlene has said,"don't be so stupid and just move on." Well it's quite true though.why make myself suffer by holding on to those useless memories?even though memories are priceless,it's still not going to get me anywhere.a good A level grade is all i need now.
(charlene and leah: thanks for being there for me.you girls have really been the best miracle i ever experienced in my jc life.all i need now is time.maybe i should really learn to let go as time passes.if you two have not been realizing,you both bring laughter,MADNESS,happiness,CRAZINESS,motivation,encouragement to my life.as quoted from leah: let's all work hard together and next year we shall all get our certs on the stage.)
common test has just passed and coming up next,it's the mid year exam.i am only left with 60days to prepared my mid year and 180days for my A level.believe it or not.opportunity only knocks by once and i really got to work hard to get into SMU.
but i am already so tired of my life now.lacking of energy.reaching home almost 7pm everyday.CCA,project ICAN,mugging sessions and more.homeworks have been piling up.
"I NEED 34HOURS TO FINISH MY STUFFS, NOT 24HOURS!"
i hope i am catching up with my work and getting really prepared for my A level.well i just got back my gsc test yesterday.from an E in common test to an A in the test.it really surprised me and has motivated me more.the next step in my life now is to LOVE ECONS AND DO WELL FOR ECONS!!!
let's leave relationship aside and concentrate on my studies.17th november 2008 will be the day of freedom.so we shall look forward to it.
(to him: if you didn't sense my love for you yet, let me tell you: i do and i still do.)
however,studies still come first.rather contradicting right?but he had been, he is and he will be my motivation to study.
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! shall not disappoint my parents again and give my CT another chance to call my dad.as what charlene has said," at times,working hard doesn't mean you will get the results." But i promise to work hard,harder and hardest to give myself a chance in life.and prove to my CT that tuition will not work!
shall stop here for today,going to mug now and more mugging sessions with my eating partner(MINSHAN) tomorrow!!!
(goal for the day: love econs and at least get a C for econs mid year)
j2 life has been so stress that i can't even take a moment out to breathe.
quite a lot of problems came along with the starting of my j2 life.relationship.studies.school commitments.friends.family.it was really hard for me to handle until i decided to take a step at a time after hearing to what my besties have said.
i've been holding onto those memories and make myself feel worse.just like what charlene has said,"don't be so stupid and just move on." Well it's quite true though.why make myself suffer by holding on to those useless memories?even though memories are priceless,it's still not going to get me anywhere.a good A level grade is all i need now.
(charlene and leah: thanks for being there for me.you girls have really been the best miracle i ever experienced in my jc life.all i need now is time.maybe i should really learn to let go as time passes.if you two have not been realizing,you both bring laughter,MADNESS,happiness,CRAZINESS,motivation,encouragement to my life.as quoted from leah: let's all work hard together and next year we shall all get our certs on the stage.)
common test has just passed and coming up next,it's the mid year exam.i am only left with 60days to prepared my mid year and 180days for my A level.believe it or not.opportunity only knocks by once and i really got to work hard to get into SMU.
but i am already so tired of my life now.lacking of energy.reaching home almost 7pm everyday.CCA,project ICAN,mugging sessions and more.homeworks have been piling up.
"I NEED 34HOURS TO FINISH MY STUFFS, NOT 24HOURS!"
i hope i am catching up with my work and getting really prepared for my A level.well i just got back my gsc test yesterday.from an E in common test to an A in the test.it really surprised me and has motivated me more.the next step in my life now is to LOVE ECONS AND DO WELL FOR ECONS!!!
let's leave relationship aside and concentrate on my studies.17th november 2008 will be the day of freedom.so we shall look forward to it.
(to him: if you didn't sense my love for you yet, let me tell you: i do and i still do.)
however,studies still come first.rather contradicting right?but he had been, he is and he will be my motivation to study.
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! shall not disappoint my parents again and give my CT another chance to call my dad.as what charlene has said," at times,working hard doesn't mean you will get the results." But i promise to work hard,harder and hardest to give myself a chance in life.and prove to my CT that tuition will not work!
shall stop here for today,going to mug now and more mugging sessions with my eating partner(MINSHAN) tomorrow!!!
(goal for the day: love econs and at least get a C for econs mid year)
when we are together,
6:23 PM.
6:23 PM.
