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April 30, 2008

where should i start?

well we lost the match yesterday.vs meridian jc 5-0.coach said that we at least can take them down by one.but we didn't.maybe we should try harder the next round.

(to pj shuttlers girls: next round vs raffles. even though we may not win,let's play in a relaxing mode k?and enjoy ourselves =) )

went hougang sports hall yesterday for the tournament and saw valerie there.my secondary school good friend.well at times friends really need to keep in contact.i miss all my secondary school good friends.maybe we are all busy with our jc stuffs.a quote just came across my mind: a stranger is a friend you yet to meet.at times,a smile will brighten up one's day.a smile will bring people closer to one another.a smile will turn strangers into friends.

a smile..a smile..a smile..

recently i just lost a friend.who claimed to be friends regardless of what had happened between us.after that incident,we are always trying to avoid each other.but why?i thought we are supposed to be friends?and we are acting that we are strangers?the smile no longer exists between us.

(to all my friends: let's meet out one day and catch up with one another.friendship does not fade with time =))

(to that friend: what had happened is already over.i really hope that we can seriously still be friends and let the smile returns.hope everything goes well for you.and do take care.)

and i just found a friend who like shopping as much as i do.another crazy shopper.CATHERINE!!! she is the one.one of the shuttlers too.just got to know that she is just another impulsive shopper just like i do and we have agreed to go out together for A MADNESS SHOPPING TRIP and CHOCOLATE FEAST!!!we both love chocolate and sweet teeth are all we have.

and guess who i saw at Lot1 just now? MR GO TIEN LYE!!!my secondary4 math teacher.he was with his family and CALEB IS SO CUTE!!!

as for today,i am SO tired.falling asleep in almost every lesson.

(to mrs tay,my chem tutor: sorry if i have not been paying attention in class.and you have realized it.)

i seriously seriously need some sleep.i was so tired after the NAPFA 5 stations and tournament yesterday.but after all,it all worth it.I GOT 5A IN ALL MY 5 STATIONS!!!

got some rest in the break time.and a misunderstanding occurred in gp lesson after that.an unintended comment made our gp tutor very annoyed with us.maybe we are really very unsensitive about topics like this.

mdm yaty made a comment: ignorance is a bliss.it is good when you do not know anything and you will not be hurt. it is bad when you don't know anything and you don't catch the idea.

i made a stupid mistake.i thought what she said is relevant to our lesson and kept asking mdm yaty to repeat again.but i neglected her feelings and didn't know that she was angry with us.so charlene asked me to stop.i thought i was the cause of this whole matter and got very affected by it.i cried.not for what charlene said but for my stupidity.

(to charlene: maybe i really think too much about that "STOP" comment.sorry.i admit at times i am really very insensitive about this kind of things and quite slow in realizing the situation.but thanks for explaining to me and at least i feel better now =) )

(to leah: thanks for the message.it's okay that you have to leave early today.and at least i understand the situation now.it's always wonderful to have you both around to explain things to the blur queen who is typing this post now.)

for the benefit of leah,i decided to update her about the assembly via this post.we are going to propose some CIP or even voluntary works so as to earn us a place in the 10% exceptional places in the universities.shengxun said that he wants to go to the orphanage.charlene and i wanted to go to SPCA and help out.as for me particularly,I WANT TO GO ZOO AND BIRDS' PARK!!! i really miss these two places.my last trip there was 6years ago.and carina wanted to go there and see the BABOONS!!!so where would you prefer?zoo zoo zoo?!

TOMORROW IS LABOUR DAY!!! so people,let's stop work for a day and enjoy this public holiday.but homeworks homeworks homeworks?! =( i need to do a lot of stuffs tomorrow.

well got to stop for now.and time to get some sleep.

(goal for the day: to have enough time to complete my work and get some sleep.)

when we are together,

9:47 PM.
April 28, 2008

Another day has passed. as usual. a stressful day.lots of homeworks to be completed.math.chem.econs.gsc.gp.

i feel suffocated.I NEED SOME AIR!!! however, that crazy leah and that mad charlene are just the entertainment of my boring life.

(to leah and charlene: i can't wait anymore.i want to go SHOPPING!!!and buy a lot of stuffs.anyway remember to control me on that day,if not i am going to exceed my budget)

in fact i need more sleep.i look more like a panda than a student now.well i am wondering why i am sleeping late everyday.mugging?

anyway the mugging session with my eating partner on sunday is so INTERESTING! full of food.we spent $14 to buy snacks ONLY.i think we are getting fatter and going to fail our NAPFA tomorrow?no no no.i still want my gold award!!!

(to my eating partner: hey don't eat too much of snacks.you are still coughing.so please leave ALL the snacks to me ^.^ )

The day has finally come.tomorrow will be the starting of the tournament.hope we can get into the Top8 this year again.badminton is my dream,my life and my desire.

(to all pj shuttlers: let's work hard together and smash it hard.WE SHALL OWN THE SHUTTLE COURT!)

got to stop here for today.i felt so tired after coming back from my training.seriously need a rest.

(to all: i am currently looking for a wallet for my dad.can anyone tell me where can i get a nice wallet?my budget is from $0 to $150.all suggestions will be appreciated.thanks.)

(goal for the day: win the match tomorrow.)

when we are together,

7:34 PM.
April 26, 2008

i've finally decided to give my blog a new life,a new look. that's why she is back here.

j2 life has been so stress that i can't even take a moment out to breathe.

quite a lot of problems came along with the starting of my j2 life.relationship.studies.school commitments.friends.family.it was really hard for me to handle until i decided to take a step at a time after hearing to what my besties have said.

i've been holding onto those memories and make myself feel worse.just like what charlene has said,"don't be so stupid and just move on." Well it's quite true though.why make myself suffer by holding on to those useless memories?even though memories are priceless,it's still not going to get me anywhere.a good A level grade is all i need now.

(charlene and leah: thanks for being there for me.you girls have really been the best miracle i ever experienced in my jc life.all i need now is time.maybe i should really learn to let go as time passes.if you two have not been realizing,you both bring laughter,MADNESS,happiness,CRAZINESS,motivation,encouragement to my life.as quoted from leah: let's all work hard together and next year we shall all get our certs on the stage.)

common test has just passed and coming up next,it's the mid year exam.i am only left with 60days to prepared my mid year and 180days for my A level.believe it or not.opportunity only knocks by once and i really got to work hard to get into SMU.

but i am already so tired of my life now.lacking of energy.reaching home almost 7pm everyday.CCA,project ICAN,mugging sessions and more.homeworks have been piling up.

"I NEED 34HOURS TO FINISH MY STUFFS, NOT 24HOURS!"

i hope i am catching up with my work and getting really prepared for my A level.well i just got back my gsc test yesterday.from an E in common test to an A in the test.it really surprised me and has motivated me more.the next step in my life now is to LOVE ECONS AND DO WELL FOR ECONS!!!

let's leave relationship aside and concentrate on my studies.17th november 2008 will be the day of freedom.so we shall look forward to it.

(to him: if you didn't sense my love for you yet, let me tell you: i do and i still do.)

however,studies still come first.rather contradicting right?but he had been, he is and he will be my motivation to study.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! shall not disappoint my parents again and give my CT another chance to call my dad.as what charlene has said," at times,working hard doesn't mean you will get the results." But i promise to work hard,harder and hardest to give myself a chance in life.and prove to my CT that tuition will not work!

shall stop here for today,going to mug now and more mugging sessions with my eating partner(MINSHAN) tomorrow!!!

(goal for the day: love econs and at least get a C for econs mid year)

when we are together,

6:23 PM.

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