October 29, 2010
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when we are together,
12:57 AM.
12:57 AM.
March 12, 2010
don't wish to count how long i have not been blogging.
but i feel real good today.
because i passed my TP.haha was expecting to fail.with so many random situations.raining and the stupid taxi suddenly stopped in front of me.but my examiner is so good! he passed me.and he is so cute.times where he asked me to turn left,he will rise up his hand and point left all the way until i turn left.
finally,I AM WITH A DRIVING LICENSE.don't need to waste any more money in learning.
YEAH! :)
but i feel real good today.
because i passed my TP.haha was expecting to fail.with so many random situations.raining and the stupid taxi suddenly stopped in front of me.but my examiner is so good! he passed me.and he is so cute.times where he asked me to turn left,he will rise up his hand and point left all the way until i turn left.
finally,I AM WITH A DRIVING LICENSE.don't need to waste any more money in learning.
YEAH! :)
when we are together,
5:42 PM.
5:42 PM.
March 1, 2010
Testing testing 123
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when we are together,
12:37 PM.
12:37 PM.
January 14, 2010
wow it has been so long that i last blogged.
2010,with new hopes and better dreams.
i have received the exam time table.freak out!(i need study buddies!) first paper on 5may and last on 13may,when i am supposed to fly off to US (my wonderland) on 13may! now,if i screw up my papers,i will be super sure that my 3months at US will be terrible.
supposed to enjoy a new life there,if i screw up,i will be worrying about my results.because i will be receiving back my results when i come back from US.
totally look forward to my US trip.though it is going to be 3months there,i will miss my boyfriend,my family,my girlfriends and singapore nice food! can't wait to go shopping there.cheap coach and kate spade.
going to work 2months there and have one whole month to myself.shopping shopping shopping with JANICE SOH and TAN WAN TING! although we just came back from shopping at KL.haha more overseas shopping trips to be planned =)
but first, let me clear my first year modules first and promote me to year2 please!
2010,with new hopes and better dreams.
i have received the exam time table.freak out!(i need study buddies!) first paper on 5may and last on 13may,when i am supposed to fly off to US (my wonderland) on 13may! now,if i screw up my papers,i will be super sure that my 3months at US will be terrible.
supposed to enjoy a new life there,if i screw up,i will be worrying about my results.because i will be receiving back my results when i come back from US.
totally look forward to my US trip.though it is going to be 3months there,i will miss my boyfriend,my family,my girlfriends and singapore nice food! can't wait to go shopping there.cheap coach and kate spade.
going to work 2months there and have one whole month to myself.shopping shopping shopping with JANICE SOH and TAN WAN TING! although we just came back from shopping at KL.haha more overseas shopping trips to be planned =)
but first, let me clear my first year modules first and promote me to year2 please!
when we are together,
12:59 AM.
12:59 AM.
November 19, 2009
the feeling is bad!
i just quarreled with my mum.the first time after so many years.
i tried to give in.but that's my limit.
okay.it is natural for parents to dote the youngest the most.i can understand.i know i am the eldest,so i must give in to my sister.
yes.i have come to terms with it.but at times,they are really biased.true to say,my sister has a bad temper.no one can tolerate it.at times when she throws her temper,everyone will give in to her.everytimes when she wants something,she will demand it from me.reason because i am working,so i have the money to buy things for her.
my parents always side her and think that i should give in to her.
but PLEASE! have anyone spare a thought for me?i am paying everything myself.my driving lessons.my braces.my overseas trips and more.
i just don't understand that why they can give in so much to her,but not me?
why didn't they dote me as much as how they dote my sister?
now,the problem is not on my sister,though i did complained abit.it is on my parents.can't they just treat us equally?i know it is childish of me to post this entry and complain about this.
we are all equal.they have strict rules on me,can't they do that on my sister?
whenever i talk to them about this,they will only say "times are different now,you cannot do it in the same way as it was in the past."
what kind of rubbish is it?! yes,i know children nowadays have their own mindsets.so... ...?!
they are just being biased and trying to find excuses for their own acts.
dumb ass!
i just quarreled with my mum.the first time after so many years.
i tried to give in.but that's my limit.
okay.it is natural for parents to dote the youngest the most.i can understand.i know i am the eldest,so i must give in to my sister.
yes.i have come to terms with it.but at times,they are really biased.true to say,my sister has a bad temper.no one can tolerate it.at times when she throws her temper,everyone will give in to her.everytimes when she wants something,she will demand it from me.reason because i am working,so i have the money to buy things for her.
my parents always side her and think that i should give in to her.
but PLEASE! have anyone spare a thought for me?i am paying everything myself.my driving lessons.my braces.my overseas trips and more.
i just don't understand that why they can give in so much to her,but not me?
why didn't they dote me as much as how they dote my sister?
now,the problem is not on my sister,though i did complained abit.it is on my parents.can't they just treat us equally?i know it is childish of me to post this entry and complain about this.
we are all equal.they have strict rules on me,can't they do that on my sister?
whenever i talk to them about this,they will only say "times are different now,you cannot do it in the same way as it was in the past."
what kind of rubbish is it?! yes,i know children nowadays have their own mindsets.so... ...?!
they are just being biased and trying to find excuses for their own acts.
dumb ass!
when we are together,
8:18 PM.
8:18 PM.
September 13, 2009
isn't she pretty?
mr koh bought it for me as my birthday present!!!
i have waited so long and now,she is mine!!!
happy.happy.happy.
mr koh bought it for me as my birthday present!!!i have waited so long and now,she is mine!!!
happy.happy.happy.
when we are together,
8:52 PM.
8:52 PM.
September 2, 2009
it is time to take a deep breath.
i want everything.yet i have no time for everything.
school work is piling up.econ is horrible.i have been crashing lots of lectures the past few weeks, just to ensure that i know my work well and hopefully can get distinction for all my modules this year.
uni life.boyfriend.friends.work.
it is far too much to handle at one go.
first,uni life.
i am glad that i know a group of friends who are very hardworking and have been studying real hard.i started to feel that i am taking things too easy.concepts to be understood.work to be done.though it is not as stressed as a level.but i really hope that i can complete this last step of education nicely.
second,boyfriend.
for those who know me well,should know that i am happily attached to Mr Koh. he is nice and sweet to me.1 year plus.that's how long we have been together.
in the month of august,we quarreled twice.it is our highest record of no. of times we quarreled after we have been together for so long.but we patched back real soon after the quarrel.my classmate says that we are still at the honeymoon stage.YES,i agree.we are still so sweet together and this honeymoon period is going to last.
however,there were times when i was left with myself, i started tearing.stress?sadness?pms?i cant explain why too.but i just know that i miss him.
he has started schooling and work.this applies to me too.i am studying and working too.the possibility for us to meet is 1 out of 7days.the average time we chat on phone every day is 30min.the average sms we have to each other is less than 15 each day.
i don't know.will our feelings for each other fade one day?
at times, when i feel that i have so much things to tell him, our conversation will usually end before i manage to tell him anything.i understand.he is tired after a long day of work.i understand.he is busy working and save up.and i am also busy working and save up for my braces too.maybe we have neglected each other when we are moving on too fast in our lives.
hopefully,we will meet up more often after everything is stable.
third,friends.
came across some friends' blogs recently.i then realized that we really need some meet up sessions.last time in jc,we got to meet each other everyday.talked to each other about what happen.doing work together.mug hard for a level together.now,we are all in different uni,pursuing different things in life,we tend to miss out every little part of our friends' lives.
yes,we need time to meet up.yet,we are all lacking of time.
last,work.
i have recently taken up a job.introduced by my ex uob colleague.working as a PA(personal assistant) now.life is good there as i have flexible working hours.i can go after school.basic + bonus.
life is packed now.with everything i want.i agree that i am greedy.i want everything to be placed into my life at one go.sometimes i think,is my life too packed that i have missed out some beautiful moments in life?
i want everything.yet i have no time for everything.
school work is piling up.econ is horrible.i have been crashing lots of lectures the past few weeks, just to ensure that i know my work well and hopefully can get distinction for all my modules this year.
uni life.boyfriend.friends.work.
it is far too much to handle at one go.
first,uni life.
i am glad that i know a group of friends who are very hardworking and have been studying real hard.i started to feel that i am taking things too easy.concepts to be understood.work to be done.though it is not as stressed as a level.but i really hope that i can complete this last step of education nicely.
second,boyfriend.
for those who know me well,should know that i am happily attached to Mr Koh. he is nice and sweet to me.1 year plus.that's how long we have been together.
in the month of august,we quarreled twice.it is our highest record of no. of times we quarreled after we have been together for so long.but we patched back real soon after the quarrel.my classmate says that we are still at the honeymoon stage.YES,i agree.we are still so sweet together and this honeymoon period is going to last.
however,there were times when i was left with myself, i started tearing.stress?sadness?pms?i cant explain why too.but i just know that i miss him.
he has started schooling and work.this applies to me too.i am studying and working too.the possibility for us to meet is 1 out of 7days.the average time we chat on phone every day is 30min.the average sms we have to each other is less than 15 each day.
i don't know.will our feelings for each other fade one day?
at times, when i feel that i have so much things to tell him, our conversation will usually end before i manage to tell him anything.i understand.he is tired after a long day of work.i understand.he is busy working and save up.and i am also busy working and save up for my braces too.maybe we have neglected each other when we are moving on too fast in our lives.
hopefully,we will meet up more often after everything is stable.
third,friends.
came across some friends' blogs recently.i then realized that we really need some meet up sessions.last time in jc,we got to meet each other everyday.talked to each other about what happen.doing work together.mug hard for a level together.now,we are all in different uni,pursuing different things in life,we tend to miss out every little part of our friends' lives.
yes,we need time to meet up.yet,we are all lacking of time.
last,work.
i have recently taken up a job.introduced by my ex uob colleague.working as a PA(personal assistant) now.life is good there as i have flexible working hours.i can go after school.basic + bonus.
life is packed now.with everything i want.i agree that i am greedy.i want everything to be placed into my life at one go.sometimes i think,is my life too packed that i have missed out some beautiful moments in life?
when we are together,
12:39 AM.
12:39 AM.
July 26, 2009
suddenly have an urge to post.
my mind is in a mess.
school is starting soon.seeing all my friends getting into local uni,i feel bad.
"why didn't i work harder?"
local uni and private uni.everyone is fighting for local uni.
if i were to choose engineering courses in local uni, i definitely can get in.but that's not what i want in life.
my dream,my hope is to get into business or banking related course.
it is the fact that my a level results can't get me into those courses in local uni.i can only choose private uni.
but...
in general,when you tell people that you are from NUS/NTU/SMU,people will be like "wow,so smart!"
when you tell people that you are from a private uni,people will be like "not too bad."
do you see the different?
interest and the acknowledgement you get when you are from local uni.you got to choose one.
in march,i never thought of choosing courses for the sake of acknowledgement. but now, i start to ponder.
will interest get you far in life?
i will not want to do something that will bore me in uni life.i want to do something that interests me.
argh,confused.
but it is too late, i am already going to sim.starting school in one week's time.
all my colleagues think that i am stupid to retake a level.neither do i want to waste the time.what if i can't score well?
but the devil and the angel in me are fighting again.yes or no.right or wrong.i just can't decide.
i know it is irritating.i am always on this topic since april.but i just can't settle my mind down.
even if you get a first class degree in sim, it is just equivalent to a pass in local uni.
i found myelf lost in life.
my mind is in a mess.
school is starting soon.seeing all my friends getting into local uni,i feel bad.
"why didn't i work harder?"
local uni and private uni.everyone is fighting for local uni.
if i were to choose engineering courses in local uni, i definitely can get in.but that's not what i want in life.
my dream,my hope is to get into business or banking related course.
it is the fact that my a level results can't get me into those courses in local uni.i can only choose private uni.
but...
in general,when you tell people that you are from NUS/NTU/SMU,people will be like "wow,so smart!"
when you tell people that you are from a private uni,people will be like "not too bad."
do you see the different?
interest and the acknowledgement you get when you are from local uni.you got to choose one.
in march,i never thought of choosing courses for the sake of acknowledgement. but now, i start to ponder.
will interest get you far in life?
i will not want to do something that will bore me in uni life.i want to do something that interests me.
argh,confused.
but it is too late, i am already going to sim.starting school in one week's time.
all my colleagues think that i am stupid to retake a level.neither do i want to waste the time.what if i can't score well?
but the devil and the angel in me are fighting again.yes or no.right or wrong.i just can't decide.
i know it is irritating.i am always on this topic since april.but i just can't settle my mind down.
even if you get a first class degree in sim, it is just equivalent to a pass in local uni.
i found myelf lost in life.
when we are together,
8:28 PM.
8:28 PM.
